So like I was saying,he just didn't want to be a girl so my mom used the opportunity that no one had ever seen her before to change my brother into a boy.Of course it wasn't easy and she knew she was going to get caught someday.Just she didn't think her live would end this way..The reason I'm telling this story is because today I qualify to be in the trial.Once you turn 14 you can participate though only certain people from sinning families are forced to be part of it.So that means my older brother died on his third year participating.Which means I was next.This time if I didn't train hard enough it would be my head that would be cut off by another man.And I wasn't about to let that happen.So I took the 3 months and trained my ass off.Everyday 10,000 push ups, 5,000 sit-ups,10,000 jumping jacks,and 100,000 arm and leg exercises each day until my hands and legs bleed. Then before I knew it,3 months had passed and it was the day of the exam.Today was the day I proved I am not weak and neither was my family. That their lives weren't worthless.
That I can do this.