Don't jump!

I was walking and the weather is lovely, the trees where swaying it was just perfect weather. As I cross by a nearby park here nearby my apartment, I almost forgot about him. How could I forget him? But, that was the reason why I pass out in the first place. Though I still want to meet him since I like him now. I need to find that man but I can't since I am so busy and there are so many things we need to do at college.

I still have no idea what his name was and it makes me feel more frustrated. We know about ourselves on the inside and we still didn't mention each other's names. Yeah I know it is weird but neither of us brought it up and cared about it. But when that time came in which he didn't come back, I slowly regret not asking about his name, or even about his number.

He doesn't know I like him but I still want to reach out to him. Even if I get rejected, it is okay since I know he fully understands me after hearing my situation back in high school. But I hope he won't completely shut me out and still be in good terms.

I'll just decide on sitting on the bench, and for about 5 minutes, I'll go home. I will not think about this for some time since I need to focus more on my studies and my story. Although I wish there would be some sort of miracle, right?

The bench was unoccupied and I sat down, I looked up at the sky and I saw the twittering birds on the trees.

They look so sweet. Love birds can't leave each other huh? If one leaves the other, the other bird would eventually get depressed and might cause to die. So they won't leave each other and be mates for the rest of their lives. That's feels so nice, having a company with you.

I admit I miss those times that he would offer sweets to me whenever we meet, I guess he has a sweet tooth or he just wants to give me something. But, I won't jump into conclusions just yet, I don't even know if the feelings were mutual.

5 minutes passed swiftly and I stood up and continued to walk, not walking towards home, but having a light walk to clear up again my mind.

I was walking peacefully at a nearby bridge which was very tall, cars were crossing, and there is water underneath, it makes you feel kind of calm since you can see the seagulls and the blue water which, reminded me of Siwon's eyes, I wonder what he is up to today.

I was having fun taking a walk here not until I saw something no, someone familiar. That guy who is always wearing a suit, it's him! What is he doing outside of the barrier? No! That's dangerous! Very dangerous!

I didn't hesitate to run, though I am losing my breath, why is he so far to me! Good thing I recognized him! Good thing I can easily recognize someone even if they are facing backward.

"Hey! Don't jump!" I yelled at the top of my lungs.

He smiled and looked at me with his lifeless eyes, and he ignored what I said.

He jumped.