Chapter Ten

Not expecting an answer, Valek swiveled back to his desk.

Ah, well, he had a point. I finished the cold food. When I set the tray aside

to go to my room, Valek turned back to me.

"What would you buy with the money?"

A list rushed from my mouth, surprising even me. "A hair brush,

nightclothes, and I'd spend some at the festival."

I wanted nightclothes because I was tired of sleeping in my uniform. I

didn't dare sleep in my undergarments for fear I'd have to run for my life in the

middle of the night. And the annual fire festival was approaching. It was sort of

an anniversary for me. It had been during the previous fire festival that I had

killed Reyad.

Although the Commander outlawed all forms of public religion, he

encouraged the festivals as a form of boosting morale. Only two annual festivals

were permitted.

I had been in the dungeon during the last ice festival, missing the indoor

event where artists and craftsmen displayed their work. The ice festival was

always held during the cold season when there was nothing to do but huddle by

the fire and make crafts. It was a local event with each town hosting its own

festival.

The fire festival was a massive carnival that traveled from town to town

during the hot season. The festival began in the far north, where the warm

weather lasted a few short weeks, and then wound its way south.

Traditionally, additional performances and contests were scheduled for the

weeklong celebration at the castle in the middle of the hot season, and I was

hoping I might be permitted to attend. Valek had indicated to me that he would

be teaching me additional tasting techniques in the afternoons, but the rest of the

time between meals had, so far, been mine.

I had always loved going to the fire festival. Brazell had given the children

in his orphanage a small allowance so we could go each year. It had been the

most anticipated event at Brazell's manor house. We would practice all year to

qualify for the various contests, and save every penny possible for the entry fee.

Valek's practical voice interrupted my thoughts. "You can get some

nightclothes from the seamstress, Dilana. She should have included them with

your uniforms. As to the rest, you'll have to make do with what you can find."

Valek's words brought home the realities of my life; meaning fire festivals were not included. I might get a chance to see the festival, but I wouldn't be able

to sample the spicy chicken steaks or taste the wine.

Sighing, I picked up my journal and went into my room. A dry, warm

breeze caressed my face. I cleaned the rest of the dust, but I only wiped away

half of Margg's message. She had been right in a way. The noose did wait for

me. A normal life was not in my future. Her message would serve as a reminder

to me to not get too comfortable.

I was either going to screw up and be replaced as the food taster, or I was

going to foil an assassination attempt with my own death. I might not technically

die from a broken neck, but the haunting image of an empty noose would always

plague me.

The next morning I hovered outside Dilana's workroom. She sat in a small

patch of sunlight, humming and sewing. Her golden curls gleamed. Unwilling to

disturb her, I turned to go.

"Yelena?" she called.

I stepped back into view.

"My goodness, girl, just come in. You're always welcome." Dilana put her

sewing down, and patted the chair next to her. When I joined her in the sunlight,

she exclaimed, "You're as thin as my finest thread. Sit. Sit. Let me get you

something to eat."

My protests didn't stop her from bringing me a large slice of buttered bread.

"My Rand sends me a steaming loaf of honey bread every morning." Her

light brown eyes glowed with affection.

I knew she would stand over me until I took a bite. Not wanting to hurt her

feelings, I suppressed my desire to taste the bread for poisons. Only when my

mouth was full was she satisfied.

"How can I help you?" she asked.

Between bites, I asked about nightclothes.

"My goodness! How could I have forgotten? You poor dear." She bustled

around the room, assembling quite a collection.

"Dilana," I said to stop her. "I only need a few things."

"Why didn't you come sooner? Margg should have said something to me."

Dilana was genuinely upset.

"Margg," I began, then quit. I wasn't sure how Dilana felt about her.

"Margg's a mean old grump, a spiteful hag and an overgrown bully,"

Dilana declared.

I blinked at her in surprise.

"She instantly dislikes anyone new, and she's basically a plague on the rest

of us."

"But she was nice to you."

"She hounded me for weeks after I first arrived. Then I snuck into her

wardrobe and tightened all her skirts. It took her two weeks of physical

discomfort to figure out what was happening." Dilana swooped down next to

me, smiling. "Margg can't sew a stitch, so she had to tuck in her pride and ask

for my help. Since then she's treated me with respect."

Dilana grabbed my hand in hers. "Unfortunately, you're her new target. But

don't let her get to you. If Margg's nasty, be nasty right back. When she sees

you're not easy prey, she'll lose interest."

I had trouble believing that this lovely woman was capable of such

underhandedness, but her smile held a glimmer of mischief.

She draped a pile of nightclothes over my arms, and added an array of

brightly colored ribbons.

"For the festival, my dear," she said, answering my quizzical look. "To

augment your beautiful dark hair."

"Have you found a fugitive for the exercise?" the Commander asked Valek

as soon as Valek arrived in his office for lunch.

I was tasting the Commander's food when Valek once again destroyed my

tentative sense of well-being. Granted, I had been working as the official food

taster for the last ten days, but my stomach had finally stopped its painful

contractions whenever I was near the Commander.

"Yes. I know the perfect person for the job." Valek settled into the chair

facing the Commander.

"Who?"

"Yelena."

"What!" Having given up all pretense of minding my own business, my

exclamation echoed the Commander's.

"Explain," the Commander ordered.

Valek smiled at his reaction as though he knew all along what the

Commander would say. "My people are trained to avoid capture. Assigning one

of them wouldn't be fair to the search party. Therefore, we need a person not

skilled in the art of evasion, but who is intelligent enough to bring some

challenge to the exercise."

Valek stood to continue his lecture. "The fugitive needs an incentive for a

good chase, yet must return to the castle. I can't use a real prisoner. None of the

servants have any imagination. I briefly considered the medic, but she's needed

here in case of emergencies. I was about to assign one of your soldiers when I

thought of Yelena."

Valek gestured toward me. "She's smart." He counted with his fingers to emphasize his words. "She'll have an incentive to perform well, and an incentive

to return."

"Incentives?" A frown creased the Commander's face.

"The food taster receives no wages. But for this extra job, and others like it

in the future, she can be paid. The longer she evades capture, the higher the

payment. As for the incentive to return, that should be obvious."

It was to me. The daily antidote to Butterfly's Dust kept me alive. If I didn't

return to the castle by the next morning, they would be searching for a corpse.

"And if I refuse?" I asked Valek.

"I'll recruit one of the soldiers. But I'll be disappointed. I thought you

would appreciate the challenge."

"Maybe I don't…"

"Enough." The Commander's voice was curt. "It's preposterous, Valek."

"That's the whole point. A soldier would make predictable moves. She's an

unknown."

"Youmight outguess our fugitive, but the people I've assigned to the

exercise aren't that quick. I'm hoping to find someone who can be trained as

your assistant. I understand what you're waiting for, but I don't believe it'll

happen anytime soon. We need someone now." The Commander sighed. It was

the most emotion I'd witnessed from him. "Valek, why do you constantly

undermine my orders to instruct an assistant?"

"Because so far I have disagreed with your choices. When the suitable

candidate appears, then all efforts to train him will be fully endorsed."

The Commander glanced at the tray in my hands. Taking the food, he

ordered me to fetch some hot tea. A thinly disguised ruse to be rid of me while

they argued. I was more than happy to oblige.

On my way to the kitchen, I mulled over the possibility of playing fugitive

for Valek. My first reaction had been negative; I didn't need any more problems.

But as I contemplated the challenge of eluding searchers, combined with the

chance to earn some money, the exercise started to look like an excellent

opportunity. By the time I reached the kitchen, I hoped Valek would win.

Especially since I would be outside the castle for a day, and any skills I learned

from being a fugitive might prove useful in the future.

"Something wrong with lunch?" Rand asked, hurrying toward me, concern

pulling the corners of his mouth tight.

"No. Just need some hot tea."

Relief softened his face. I wondered why he was so worried that lunch had

been unsatisfactory. An image of a younger Rand rebelling against the

Commander by ruining food as a form of sabotage entered my mind. I dismissed the thought. Rand wouldn't serve inferior food; his ego centered on his edible

creations. There must be something else between him and the Commander.

Uncertain that our new relationship would survive asking personal, perhaps

sensitive, questions, I held my tongue.

I'd known Rand for almost two weeks now, but I still hadn't figured him

out. His moods ran the gamut and changed without notice. Rand liked to talk. He

dominated most conversations and asked only a few personal questions. I

doubted he really heard my answers before he rambled on again.

"While you're here," Rand said, pulling a white cake from one of the

cooling racks that hung on the wall like shelves, "can you try this? Let me know

what you think."

He cut me a slice. Iced with whipped cream, the layers of vanilla cake were

separated by a mixture of raspberries and cream.

I tried to mask that my first bite tasted for poison. "Good combination of

flavors," I said.

"It's not perfect, but I can't pinpoint the problem."

"The cream is a little too sweet," I said, taking another bite. "And the cake

is slightly dry."

"I'll try again. Will you come back tonight?"

"Why?"

"I need an expert opinion. It's my entry for the fire festival's baking

contest. Are you going?"

"I'm not sure." When I had mentioned the festival the other night, Valek

hadn't said that I couldn't go.

"A bunch of us from the kitchen are going. You can come with us if you

want."

"Thanks. I'll let you know."

On my way back to the Commander's office, an unpleasant thought wove

its way into my mind. I had been staying close to Valek because Brazell was still

in the castle and wasn't slated to leave until after the festival. If I played fugitive,

what would happen if Brazell found out? What if I accidentally encountered him

at the festival?

Coming to the conclusion that I was safer within the castle walls until

Brazell left, I decided to decline both Valek's and Rand's offers. But by the time

I delivered the tea to the Commander, Valek had already won his argument. He

quoted cash incentives to me before I could say a word.

The sum for remaining "free" for an entire day was a large amount.

"The exercise is scheduled to take place during the fire festival. A busy

time for the soldiers. Should we postpone it until after?" Valek asked the Commander.

"No. The added commotion will increase the level of difficulty for our

pursuers."

"Well, Yelena, that gives you only a few days to prepare. Fair enough,

since some prisoners plan an escape route, while others see an opportunity and

bolt. Are you interested in the challenge?" Valek asked.

"Yes." The word sprang from my gut before the rational "no" in my mind

could escape. "On the condition that Brazell not be informed of my

participation."

"Isn't having a room in my personal suite an indication that I'm properly

concerned with your well-being?" Valek's voice huffed. I realized that I had

insulted him.

When I had offended Rand, I quickly tried to make amends. With Valek, I

tried to think of another comment to annoy him further, but I couldn't produce

one that quick.

"Speaking of Brazell," the Commander interrupted. "He gave me a gift. A

new dessert that his chef invented. He thought I might like it."

Commander Ambrose showed us a wooden box full of thick, brown squares

stacked on top of each other like tiles. They were smooth and shiny, but the

edges looked as if they had been cut with a dull knife, ragged and shedding

brown flakes.

Valek picked up a piece and sniffed it. "I hope you didn't try any."

"It's too blatant, even for Brazell, to be poisoned. But, no. I didn't."

Valek handed the container to me. "Yelena, take some pieces out at random

and taste them."

I sorted through the squares and selected four. They were each about the

size of my thumbnail and all four fit on the palm of my hand. If I hadn't been

told they were a dessert, I probably would have guessed they were pieces of

brown candle wax. My fingernail left an impression on the top, and my

fingertips felt slightly greasy after handling them.

I hesitated. These were from Brazell, and I didn't remember his cook being

especially inventive. I shrugged off my trepidation. I had no choice.

Thinking wax, I anticipated tasting wax. I bit into the hard cube expecting it

to crumble between my teeth. It must have been the expression on my face that

caused the Commander to rise, because I didn't say a word. The sensations in

my mouth had me enraptured.

Instead of crumbling, the dessert melted, coating my tongue with a cascade

of flavor. Sweet, bitter, nutty and fruity tastes followed one another. Just when I

thought I could say it was one, I would taste them all again. This was unlike anything I had ever encountered. Before I knew it, all four cubes were gone. I

longed for more.

"Unbelievable! What is it?"

Valek and the Commander exchanged puzzled looks.

The Commander said, "Brazell called it Criollo. Why? Is there poison in

it?"

"No. No poisons. It's just…" The proper words to describe it failed me.

"Try it," was all I could manage.

I watched the Commander's face as he bit into one of the squares. His eyes

widened and his eyebrows arched in surprise. His tongue dashed along his lips

and teeth as he tried to suck all the remaining flavor from them. He grabbed

another piece.

"It's sweet. Different. But I don't taste anything unbelievable about it,"

Valek said, wiping the brown flakes from his hands.

It was my turn to exchange looks with the Commander. Unlike Valek, he

had an appetite for fine cuisine. He recognized excellence when he tasted it.

"I'll bet that little rat won't last an hour," Margg's muffled voice said

through the kitchen door. I had been about to enter when I had heard her.

"I'll give fifty to one to anyone stupid enough to think the rat'll last the day.

And one hundred to one to the sucker who thinks she won't be caught." After

Margg called the odds, the room erupted with sounds of betting.

I listened with growing horror. Margg couldn't be talking about me. Why

would Valek tell Margg about the exercise? It'd be all over the castle by

tomorrow. Brazell would find out.

"I'll bet a month's wages that Yelena stays free all day," Rand's voice

boomed out. The rest of the kitchen staff grew quiet.

My emotions seesawed from betrayal to pride. They were betting on me,

and I couldn't believe Rand had bet a month's wages. He had more confidence

in me than I did in myself. I tended to agree with Margg on this one.

Margg's laughter echoed on the tiled walls. "You've been in the kitchen too

long, Rand. The heat's cooked your brain to mush. I think you're starting to like

the little rat. Better lock up your knives when she's here or she may…"

"All right, that's enough," Rand said. "Dinner's over. Everyone out of my

kitchen."

I moved down the hallway and out of sight. Since I had promised Rand I

would taste his cake, I looped back to the kitchen after everyone had gone. Rand

was sitting at one of the tables chopping nuts. There was a slice of his raspberry-

and-cream cake on the table.

He pushed the plate to me. I tasted it.

"Much better. The cake is incredibly moist. What's different?" I asked.

"I added pudding to the batter."

Rand was unusually quiet. He didn't mention the betting. I wasn't going to

ask.

He finished chopping the nuts. After cleaning up, he said, "I better get some

sleep. We're going to the festival tomorrow night. Are you coming?"

"Who's going?" I stalled. I hated to miss out on the first night of the

festival. Hated to let Brazell ruin the only fun I'd have. Although, if Margg was

going as well, I'd stay with my original decision.

"Porter, Sammy, Liza and maybe Dilana." Rand's tired eyes lit up ever so

slightly when he said Dilana's name. "Why?"

"When are you leaving?" Again my heart was ready to overrule the logical

and safe choice.

"After dinner. It's the only time everyone is free. The Commander always

orders an easy meal for the first night of festival so the kitchen staff can leave

early. If you want to come, just meet us here tomorrow."

Rand headed to his rooms, which were adjacent to the kitchen, and I went

back to Valek's suite.

The dark apartment was empty. Locking the door, I groped around and

found some flint. As I lit the lanterns, I passed by Valek's desk and noticed a

paper lying on top. Glancing around to make sure Valek wasn't hiding in the

shadows, I looked at the sheet. Names had been written on it, and then scratched

out. My name had been circled. Underneath was the comment that I would make

a perfect fugitive for the exercise.

This was probably how Margg had known. I remembered seeing her

reading papers in Valek's office before. Depending on how long these papers

had been here, she could have known for a while. That woman was going to get

me killed. If I survived long enough, I'd have to face her. Unfortunately, it

would have to wait until after I played fugitive for Valek.

As for my escape plan, I searched through Valek's piles of books. I

remembered seeing some appropriate titles, and I was rewarded by finding two

on the techniques of pursuit, and one on the best ways to elude capture. Nobody

said I couldn't do a little research. Borrowing Valek's texts, I took a lantern and

retired to my room.

I studied the books until my vision blurred with fatigue. Changing into my

new nightclothes, I extinguished the lantern and collapsed into bed.

I was jolted awake by the frightening awareness that someone was in my

room. Instant, sweat-soaked fear gripped me. A black shape loomed over me.

Yanked out of bed, I slammed into the wall. One, two, three gasps passed.

Nothing more happened. The assault had stopped, but I remained pinned.

My eyes adjusted to the dark. I recognized my attacker's face. "Valek?"