Chapter Thirteen

Terror welled in my throat; I was in trouble. I screamed for help. A gloved

hand clamped over my mouth. Biting into the leather, I tasted ashes, but couldn't

reach skin. The blacksmiths grabbed my arms and pushed me forward, while the

farmers walked in front, blocking me from sight. In all the commotion around

the dance tent, nobody noticed my abduction.

I struggled, dragged my feet and kicked. Their pace never slowed. I was

lugged farther away from the lights and safety of the festival. Craning my neck, I

looked for a way to escape. The blacksmith next to me moved closer to block my

meager view. His thick beard was filled with soot and half of it had been singed

off.

We stopped behind a dark tent. The farmers stepped aside and I saw a

shadow pull away from the fabric.

"Did anyone notice? Did anyone follow you?" the shadow asked with a

woman's voice.

"It went perfect. Everyone was focused on the dancers," the blacksmith

with the leather gloves replied.

"Good. Kill her now," the woman ordered.

A knife flashed in Leather Gloves's hand. I renewed my struggle, managing

to break free for an instant. But the farmers pinned my arms while Singed Beard

grabbed my legs. They held me suspended above the ground. Leather Gloves

raised his weapon.

"No knives, you idiot! Think of the bloody mess. Use this." She handed

Leather Gloves a long thin strap. In a blink the knife disappeared. He wrapped

the garrote around my neck.

"Nooo…" I screamed, but my protest was cut off along with my air supply

as he tightened the strap. Intense pressure squeezed my neck. I jerked my limbs

in vain. White dots swirled before my eyes. A faint buzzing sound dribbled from

my lips. Too faint; the survival instinct that had saved me from Brazell's guards

and Reyad's torture was too weak this time.

Over the roar of blood in my ears, I heard the woman say, "Hurry up! She's

starting to project."

Ready to step off the edge of consciousness, a drunken voice said, "Excuse

me, sirs, do you know where I can get a refill?"

The pressure on my neck lessened as Leather Gloves drew his knife. I let

my body go limp and was rewarded by being dumped on the ground. The other three men stepped over me to face the intruder. Suppressing the urge to gasp for

breath, I sucked in air with desperation. I muffled my efforts, unwilling to let

anyone know I could still breathe.

From my new position, I saw Leather Gloves lunge toward the drunk. The

clang of metal rang through the air as the knife stabbed into the man's pewter

beer mug instead of his chest. With a hard jerk of his wrist, the mug blurred into

motion. The knife flew through the air, imbedding into the fabric of the tent.

Then the drunk struck Leather Gloves on the head with the mug. Leather Gloves

crumpled to the ground.

The others, mere steps away when their companion went down, rushed the

intruder. The farmers grabbed his upper arms and shoulders while Singed Beard

punched him twice in the face. Using the farmers to support his weight, the

drunk lifted both legs off the ground and wrapped them around Singed Beard's

neck. With a loud snap, Singed Beard fell.

Still clutching his mug, the drunk swung it to the right into one farmer's

groin. As the farmer doubled over, the drunk brought the mug up, smashing it

into the farmer's face.

Then the intruder swept his beer mug to the left and slammed it into the

other farmer's nose. Blood gushing, the farmer yelped in pain and released his

grip on the drunk. The drunk launched a second blow to the farmer's temple.

The farmer collapsed to the ground without a sound.

The fight had lasted seconds. The woman hadn't moved at all, her intent

gaze had been focused on the skirmish. Recognizing her as the dark-skinned

woman I had spotted twice before at the festival, I wondered what she would do

now that her goons were beaten.

Regaining some strength, I contemplated my odds of reaching the knife in

the tent before she did. The drunk wiped blood off his face. Bodies were littered

around his feet.

I tried to stand on shaky legs. The woman's head snapped toward me as if

she had forgotten I was there. Then she started to sing. Her sweet, melodious

tune wound its way through my mind. Relax, it said, lie down, be still. Yes, I

thought as I sank back down. My body mellowed. I felt as if she were tucking

me into bed, drawing the blanket up to my chin. But then the blanket was yanked

over my head, pushing against my mouth and nose, suffocating me.

I thrashed, wildly clawing my face to remove the imaginary blanket. Out of

nowhere, Valek appeared before me, yelling in my ear, shaking my shoulders.

Stupidly, belatedly, I realized he was the drunk. Who else but Valek could win a

fight against four large men when armed only with a beer mug?

"Recite poisons in your mind!" Valek shouted.

I ignored him. Lassitude overcame me. I ceased fighting. All I wanted to do

was sink into the darkness and follow the music to its depths.

"Recite! Now! That's an order!"

Habit saved me. Without thought, I obeyed Valek. Names of poisons

marched through my mind. The music stopped. The pressure on my face eased,

and I could breathe again. I gasped noisily.

"Keep reciting," he said.

The woman and the knife had disappeared. Valek pulled me to my feet. I

swayed, but he steadied me with an arm on my shoulder. I clutched his hand for

a second, suppressing the urge to throw myself sobbing into his arms. He had

saved my life. When I regained my balance, Valek went back to the men. I knew

Singed Beard was dead, but I was unsure of the others.

Valek turned one prone form over and cursed. "Southerners," he said with

disgust. He moved around the others, feeling for pulses. "Two alive. I'll have

them taken to the castle for questioning."

"What about the woman?" I croaked. Talking was painful.

"Gone."

"Will you search for her?"

Valek gave me a strange look. "Yelena, she's a southern magician. I took

my eyes off her, so there's no way I can find her now."

He grabbed my arm and steered me toward the festival.

My muscles trembled as the shock of the attack worked through my body. It

took a while for his words to sink in.

"Magician?" I asked. "I thought they were banished from Ixia." Killed on

sight was more like it, but I couldn't bring myself to say those words aloud.

"Although very unwelcome, some visit Ixia anyway."

"But, I thought…"

"Not now. I'll explain later. Right now I want you to catch up with Rand

and his friends. Pretend nothing has happened. I doubt she'll try again tonight."

The bright firelight stabbed my eyes. Valek and I stayed in the shadows

until we spotted Rand near the acrobatics tent. He was searching for me and

calling my name. Valek motioned for me to join my friend.

I had taken only two steps when Valek said, "Yelena, wait."

I turned. Valek waved me closer. When I reached him, his hand reached

toward my neck. I stepped back, but recovered and stood still. His hand brushed

my skin as he pulled the garrote off my throat. He handed it to me as if it was a

poisonous snake. Shivering in disgust, I flung it to the ground.

Rand's relief, when he saw me emerge from the crowd, rolled off him like a

breaking wave. I hesitated. Why would he be so concerned? For all he knew, I had only been lost. I caught a sweet whiff of wine as Rand approached.

"Yelena, where have you been?" His words slurred.

I hadn't realized he had drunk that much wine, which would explain why he

had been so desperate to find me. Alcohol poisoned the mind, exaggerated the

emotions.

"The tent was too crowded. I needed some air." My voice caught on the

wordairas the horror of being strangled swept through me. I glanced back at the

shadows. Was Valek still watching or had he gone to arrest those men? And

where was the dark-skinned woman? Earlier, I had been so happy to get out of

the castle, but now I wanted nothing more than to have strong stone walls around

me, and to be safely back in Valek's suite. Now,thatwas an odd combination, the

wordsValekandsafein the same thought.

"I thought I'd catch up with you later," I lied to Rand as I scanned the

festival crowd. I didn't enjoy deceiving him. After all, he was my friend. Maybe

even a good friend who had been concerned enough to search for me when I had

been separated from him, and who probably would have been the only person to

be upset by my murder. Despite his fight on my behalf, I was certain that Valek

would have only been annoyed at having to train a new food taster.

The fire dance had just ended and people poured from the tent. The rest of

the kitchen group waited outside. Dilana had joined them. Rand dropped my arm

like a lump of dough and went over to her. She smiled at him, teasing him about

chasing after the food taster when he had promised to meet her.

Drunkenly, he begged for her forgiveness, explaining that he couldn't

afford to lose me since I had helped him win the baking contest. She laughed.

Throwing one of her heartwarming smiles my way, Dilana hugged Rand, and

arm in arm they headed back to the castle.

The rest of us followed. I found myself once again last in the procession,

but this time I had Liza as a companion.

She scowled at me. "I don't know what Rand sees in you," she said.

Not a friendly way to start a conversation. "Excuse me," I said, keeping my

tone neutral.

"He missed the fire dance looking for you. And ever since you came

around, the kitchen routine has been destroyed. The staff's flustered."

"What are you talking about?"

"Before you showed up, Rand's mood swings were predictable. Cheerful

and content when Dilana was happy and the gambling was profitable, moody

and sullen when they weren't. Then…" Liza stressed the word. Her plain

cornmeal face creased into an ugly expression, which she aimed at me. "You

befriend him. He starts snarling at the kitchen staff for no reason. Even winning a big payoff, Rand's still depressed. It's frustrating. We've come to the

conclusion that you must be trying to steal him away from Dilana. We want you

to stop, leave him alone and stay out of the kitchen."

Liza had picked the worst time to accost me. Having just escaped a brush

with death had put matters into perspective. I wasn't in the best frame of mind.

Pure rage flared; I grabbed her arm and spun her around to face me. We stood

nose to nose.

"Youhave concluded? The combined brainpower of the kitchen staff

probably couldn't light a candle. Ourfriendshipis none of your business. So I

suggest you rethink your hypothesis. If there's a problem in the kitchen, then

deal with it. You're wasting your time whining about it to me." I pushed her

away. I could tell by her shocked expression that she hadn't expected such a

fierce response.

Too bad for her, I thought as I hurried to catch up with the others, leaving

her to walk alone. What did she want me to do? Had she assumed that I would

meekly agree to stop talking to Rand just to smooth things in the kitchen? I

wasn't going to let her unload her problems on me; I was already overloaded

with my own. Like why would a magician from Sitia want to kill me?

At the castle, I said good-night to Rand and Dilana and rushed to Valek's

suite. As much as I wanted to be inside, I cajoled one of the outer-door guards to

check Valek's rooms for intruders before I went in. Murder attempts combined

with an overactive imagination made me jumpy, fearing ambushes. Even sitting

on the couch in the middle of the living room with every lantern blazing, I didn't

feel safe until Valek arrived near dawn.

"Haven't you slept?" he asked. A fist-size, dark purple bruise on his jaw

contrasted against his pale skin.

"No. But neither have you," I said peevishly.

"I can sleep all day. You need to taste the Commander's breakfast in an

hour."

"WhatIneed are answers."

"To what questions?" Valek began to extinguish the lanterns.

"Why is a southern magician trying to kill me?"

"A good question. The very same one I was going to ask you."

"How should I know?" I shrugged in frustration. "Brazell's guards I could

understand. But magicians! It's not like I've been going around making southern

magicians angry."

"Ahhh…that's a shame. Since you have a real talent for angering people."

Valek sat at his desk and rested his head in his hands. "A southern magician,

Yelena, a master-level southernmagician.Do you know that there are only four master magicians in Sitia? Four. And since the takeover, they've stayed in Sitia.

On occasion they send a minion or two with minor magical abilities into the

Territory to see what we're up to. So far each spy has been intercepted and dealt

with. Commander Ambrose will not tolerate magic in Ixia."

The magicians of the King's era had been considered the elite. Treated like

royalty, they had been quite influential with the King. According to the history

of the takeover, Valek had assassinated every one of them. I wondered how,

especially since he couldn't capture that woman tonight.

Valek stood up. He grabbed a gray rock off his desk. Tossing the stone

from hand to hand, he paced around the living room.

Remembering Valek's near miss with the last rock he'd held, I pulled my

feet off the floor and hugged my knees to my chest, hoping to make myself a

smaller target.

"For the southerners to risk one of their master magicians, the reason has to

be…" Valek shook the stone in his hand, searching for the right word.

"Momentous. So why are they after you?" He sighed and sank down on the

couch next to me. "Well, let's try to reason this out. You obviously have some

southern blood in your heritage."

"What?" I had never thought about my heritage. I had been found on the

street, homeless, and been taken in by Brazell. Speculation about my parents had

only been on whether they were dead or had just abandoned me. I had no

memories of my life prior to my arrival at the orphanage. Mostly, I had been

thankful that Brazell gave me shelter. For Valek to make such a matter-of-fact

statement stunned me.

"Your coloring is a bit darker than the typical northerner. Your features

have a southern quality. Green eyes are very rare in the Territory, but are more

common in Sitia." Valek misread my frozen expression. "It's nothing to be

ashamed of. When the King was in power, the border to Sitia was open to

commerce and trade. People moved freely between the regions, and marriages

were inevitable. I would guess you were left behind right after the takeover when

people panicked and fled south before we closed the border. It was complete

mayhem. I don't know what they were expecting when the Commander came to

power. Mass killings? All we did was give everyone a uniform and a job."

My mind reeled. Why hadn't I been more curious about my family? I didn't

even know what town I had been found in. We had been told daily of our good

fortune, reminded that we had food, clothes, shelter, teachers and even a small

allowance. It had been repeatedly pointed out that many children with parents

weren't as well off as we were. Was it a form of brainwashing?

"Well, anyway, I digress," Valek said into the silence. He stood and master magicians in Sitia? Four. And since the takeover, they've stayed in Sitia.

On occasion they send a minion or two with minor magical abilities into the

Territory to see what we're up to. So far each spy has been intercepted and dealt

with. Commander Ambrose will not tolerate magic in Ixia."

The magicians of the King's era had been considered the elite. Treated like

royalty, they had been quite influential with the King. According to the history

of the takeover, Valek had assassinated every one of them. I wondered how,

especially since he couldn't capture that woman tonight.

Valek stood up. He grabbed a gray rock off his desk. Tossing the stone

from hand to hand, he paced around the living room.

Remembering Valek's near miss with the last rock he'd held, I pulled my

feet off the floor and hugged my knees to my chest, hoping to make myself a

smaller target.

"For the southerners to risk one of their master magicians, the reason has to

be…" Valek shook the stone in his hand, searching for the right word.

"Momentous. So why are they after you?" He sighed and sank down on the

couch next to me. "Well, let's try to reason this out. You obviously have some

southern blood in your heritage."

"What?" I had never thought about my heritage. I had been found on the

street, homeless, and been taken in by Brazell. Speculation about my parents had

only been on whether they were dead or had just abandoned me. I had no

memories of my life prior to my arrival at the orphanage. Mostly, I had been

thankful that Brazell gave me shelter. For Valek to make such a matter-of-fact

statement stunned me.

"Your coloring is a bit darker than the typical northerner. Your features

have a southern quality. Green eyes are very rare in the Territory, but are more

common in Sitia." Valek misread my frozen expression. "It's nothing to be

ashamed of. When the King was in power, the border to Sitia was open to

commerce and trade. People moved freely between the regions, and marriages

were inevitable. I would guess you were left behind right after the takeover when

people panicked and fled south before we closed the border. It was complete

mayhem. I don't know what they were expecting when the Commander came to

power. Mass killings? All we did was give everyone a uniform and a job."

My mind reeled. Why hadn't I been more curious about my family? I didn't

even know what town I had been found in. We had been told daily of our good

fortune, reminded that we had food, clothes, shelter, teachers and even a small

allowance. It had been repeatedly pointed out that many children with parents

weren't as well off as we were. Was it a form of brainwashing?

"Well, anyway, I digress," Valek said into the silence. He stood and torn and knotted.

"To cover the marks on your neck."

Before going to the Commander's office, I hurried to the baths. I had just

enough time to wash and change into a clean uniform before I had to appear at

breakfast. The garrote had left a bright red ring around my neck that I couldn't

cover no matter how I styled my hair.

On my way to the Commander's office, I saw Liza. She set her mouth in a

firm frown and looked away when she passed. Oh well, I thought, another

person I'd angered. I regretted having taken my ire out on her, but I wasn't about

to apologize. After all, she had started the argument.

Most mornings the Commander ignored my arrival. I would taste his

breakfast, and then sort through his box of Criollo, randomly selecting a piece to

verify that no one had poisoned it during the night. Each morning my mouth

watered as I anticipated the taste of the bittersweet dessert. Its nutty flavor

coating my mouth was the one pleasure I could look forward to during my day. I

had argued with Valek that I should test it every time the Commander wanted

some, but the Commander hoarded his supply. He rationed out one piece of

Criollo after every meal. And I had heard through Rand that the Commander had

already requested more from Brazell, along with a copy of the recipe from his

cook, Ving.

Each morning after placing the Commander's breakfast tray on his desk, I

would pick up his daily schedule and leave without a word being uttered. But

this morning, when I set the tray down, he told me to sit.

Perched on the edge of the hard, wooden chair facing his desk, I felt a

feather of fear brush my stomach. I laced my fingers tight together to keep my

face impassive.

"Valek has informed me that you had an incident last night. I'm concerned

that another attempt on your life will jeopardize our exercise." The

Commander's golden eyes regarded me as he sipped his tea. "You have

presented Valek with a puzzle, and he hasassuredme that keeping you alive will

aid in a speedy resolution. Convince me that you'll be able to play fugitive

without getting yourself killed. According to Valek, you failed to recognize him

even after he bumped into you."

My mouth opened, but I closed it as I considered his words. A hastily

explained or illogical argument would not sway the Commander. Also, I had

been given an easy out. Why should I risk my neck for his exercise? I wasn't a

skilled spy; I hadn't been able to identify Valek even when I knew he was

following me. But then again it was my neck the murderous assailants were

after. If I didn't try to draw them out on my own terms, they'd pick the time and location. I weighed the argument in my head, feeling as though I was forever on

a tightrope, unable to decide which way led to the perfect dismount. Walking

back and forth until some outside force came along to push me one way or the

other.

"I'm new to the hunt-and-chase game," I told the Commander. "For

someone untrained, trying to spot a tail in a noisy, crowded festival is a difficult

task. It's like asking a child to run when she has just learned how to walk. In the

woods, alone and trying to avoid everyone, picking up a tail will be easier and

within my abilities." I stopped. No response from the Commander, so I

continued, "If we can lure this magician out, maybe we can discover why she

wants to kill me."

The Commander sat as still as a frog that watched and waited for a fly to

come closer.

I played my last card. "And Valek hasassuredme he will be following."

My use of the Commander's word was not lost on him.

"We will proceed as planned. I don't expect you to get far, so I doubt we'll

see this magician." He said the wordmagicianas if it left a foul taste in his

mouth. "I do expect you to keep quiet about this entire affair. Consider it an

order. You're dismissed."

"Yes, Sir." I left his office.

I spent the remainder of the day collecting and borrowing provisions for the

exercise, which was scheduled to begin the next morning at dawn. I visited

Dilana's workroom and the smithy. Just mentioning Valek's name produced

remarkable results from the blacksmiths, who hurried to procure the items I said

Valek needed.

Dilana would have given me anything I requested. She seemed

disappointed that I only wanted to borrow a leather backpack.

"Keep it," she had said. "No one has claimed it. It's been underfoot since I

started."

I kept her company as she mended uniforms, told me the latest gossip and

fussed about how I needed to eat more.

My last stop was the kitchen. With the hope of finding Rand alone, I waited

until after the staff had cleaned up dinner. He was standing at a counter, working

on menus. Each week's menus had to be approved by the Commander before

Rand could give them to Liza, who made sure the required food and ingredients

were available.

"You look better than I feel," Rand said in a soft tone. He held his head like

a full cup of water, moving slowly as if to avoid spilling over. "I don't have

anything for you to taste today. I haven't had the energy."

"That's okay." I noted his white face and the dark smudges under his eyes.

"I won't keep you. I just need to borrow some things."

Interested, Rand almost returned to his jovial self. "Like what?"

"Bread. And some of that glue you invented. Medic Mommy used it to seal

a cut on my arm. It's wonderful stuff."

"The glue! One of my best recipes yet! Did she tell you how I discovered

it? I was trying to make an edible adhesive for this mammoth, ten-layer wedding

cake and—"

"Rand," I interrupted, "I would love to hear the story, and you must

promise to tell me another time. But we're both short on sleep."

"Oh, yes. You're right." He pointed to a stack of loaves and said, "Take

what you need."

While I collected bread, he rummaged around in a drawer, then handed me

a jar of white glue.

"It's not permanent. The glue will stick for about a week then it loses its

grip. Anything else?"

"Um. Yes." I hesitated, reluctant to make my last request, which was my

main reason for wanting to be alone with Rand.

"What?"

"I need a knife."

His head jerked. I could see a spark behind his eyes as the memory of how I

had killed Reyad flashed through his mind. I saw the gears in his head turning as

he weighed our fledgling friendship against this unusual request.

I fully expected him to question me as to why I needed a knife. Instead he

asked, "Which one?"

"The scariest-looking one you've got."