Khadija:It aches alot mom(heartbreaking)

As my body trembled back to reality from the sound of the Adhan, (call of prayer) my dream came to a sudden halt causing my long dark eyelashes to battle against my sleepy eyelids; enticing me to gain conscious but I was fighting it.  Wake up Khadija, you have to wake up!

In the last hour, I managed to doze off in the solacement of my soft bed.  Wrapped up beneath the cosiness of my snug duvet but throughout the night I was intensely agitated due to my troubled mind; over clouded with thoughts from my past mistakes.  Each time I tried to sleep, I failed miserably by tossing and turning throughout the night, I even took sleeping pills but ended up waking half an hour later crying out his name.