I need you by my side

If you're at a stage where you feel you can't take much more of what life throws at you; close your eyes and take a deep breath and say "Alhamdulillah! if this is the path Allah has chosen for me, who am I to complain" I know it'll be hard but please don't give up because Allah is training your patience.  Testing you with the trails He puts before you.  Leading you into perfection.  Be thankful

Khadija:

As we stepped up on the threshold, my parents welcomed Umar back while Mustafa acknowledged my presence by tilting his head and placing his right hand over his chest; a greeting of respect.  All the while, Umar kept a tight hold on my hand.

When uncle Hamza and aunt Rehmat joined us, panic started to kick in and my hands began to tremble.  I squeezed my eyes shut to fight the tears and felt my hand being squeezed further by Umar.  Even though I had the love of my life by my side, my legs felt like led; I couldn't move them.