Worry

Lance.

Lance this is your mother. I need you to answer put on your phone. 

Lance. 

Please just pick up. 

It keeps saying unavailable. 

I will never forgive you for this. 

I am your mother. 

I am sorry. 

I love you. I am worried. 

Please come home. John won't keep him from you again. He is on your side.

I scroll through all the Facebook messages on my laptop. I don't even understand anymore. I don't know what to do. I am confused and terrified. Maybe running away wasn't the best idea. At that moment, that was all I wanted to do. Get him out of the hospital and show him how much I loved him and trusted him.