Adults don't cry

John.

"He had a manic episode,'' his doctor tells me.

I had him transferred back to his hospital. Dr Mathew has been the one following him through his breakdowns. He is the only one that really knows how to handle him. I should be furious that they made it so easy for him to leave the hospital but I know it is all Lance's doing. I know how determined the kid is now.

The things he is capable of.

I made a mistake of not showing him the video. I thought I could get him to trust my words. I kept telling everyone that I am not the monster they think I am but if my own son thinks I am one. There are no convincing strangers.

"Can I see him?'' I know it is a far chance that they will let me see him. They had to sedate him to get him to quiet down.