Ford.
This is my second try at this and I hope this time is better. It took me a whole year to come here again and now I really understand what Dr Mathew meant by a slow process. He said healing would take time and if I wanted a quick response, it wasn't going to happen. At first, I thought all I needed was the meds to make me feel better but it is bigger than just medication. I needed a safe space and I have gotten that with Lance.
He is the place that I can always go to and that is why I wanted to do this with him. I wanted to come here with him because he is the only one that understands me. He is the only one that can read me, know when something is bothering me.