Feeling like a third wheel

Blue. 

There is this awkward silence in the car as we head over to the mall. The only reason why I picked watching a movie is because Rex mentioned that Gyles has never been to one. I wanted to be there to share the experience with him.

I want to get to know him so bad but he is not giving me the chance to know him.

I have to be patient. I look over at him through the rearview mirror and he manages a fake smile. It almost seems too forced. I know he doesn't want to be here with me. I wish he would look into his heart and see me. Not what he thinks I am but who I really am.

We get to the mall and he gets down from the car faster than any of us. I look at Rex and he gives me this pity look. Almost like he feels sorry for me. I don't like the way this is going. It makes me frustrated about the whole thing.

Patience.