Do the right thing

Beau

Two weeks.

Two fucking weeks without my mate.

I feel empty and broken.

Like Lanis waking up is the only way all the pieces can come back together. He is on this bed; His eyes are closed. The bruises are still all over his body, the incision for the CS is stitched but he isn't fucking healing. He is a vampire. this is his strong point. I don't know why it is not working.

I don't know how to help him.

I have tried everything. I give him my blood. The last time he was hurting, it worked but now, I don't know what to do.

I can't lose him. I can't. He is my mate.

I know he is strong and my wolf seems to believe that he is going to come out of this stronger but I don't know what to think when he is lying on this bed, lifeless. I can't live without him. I know that. I just hope he knows that too.