The night before it all went to shit

Darrien 

I am such a wuss for Jabi and he knows that. 

No one in their right mind would agree to this—well except me because I must have finally lost all my sense. 

Amber, my ex is standing in my living room. The woman that I didn't even want to talk about until recently. I silently prayed that she wouldn't agree to this meeting but who was I kidding. Of course, she would say yes to this. She would look for anything to get closer to me and Jabi thinks it is a good idea to do this. 

Rex told me to be honest but I didn't need to be about Amber because he already knew about it before I even said anything. 

Amber became a cloud over our heads the moment I mentioned her. He said he was okay with it but I wouldn't have been and I didn't expect him to just move on from it when I couldn't.