Zarya: A Dream (6)

This dream…

It's only showing what I desire the most. 

I knew they didn't happen. This was all my wishful thinking?

How can my mind be this cruel for making me see these false memories?

I didn't have the ability to turn back time. I didn't have the ability to make the situation better for myself. 

All these years, I had been dependent on all the adults who cherished me. They had been my whole world. It's to a point that I couldn't see myself living without them. 

Now that I've lost Erwin, I only have Dorothea left. Even so, I couldn't get rid of how hurt I was. I'm the one to blame for his death. 

I was there when he died. 

I was there when he heaved his last breath. 

But I didn't do anything. I had the power to break free from the man's clutchest, yet I couldn't. I was too distraught to do the right thing.