Don't you love me?

Happiness is never long lasting. There is always some dark pain in one life which is unknown to others. We often think others are more happy than us but it's not true, they can be in the same pain as we are.

Fang Xin's words made Wan Xieran think, what's the meaning of her words? She was still confused but Fang Xin already knew what happened to her on the day of the accident.

She found out her father's affair, and was annoyed when she met with that accident. If she was acting that lost her memory, to act she didn't know then her mother was thankful to her. If she got amnesia for real, then she hates to accept it but she wants her to forget about her betrayal forever like it never existed.

Fang Xin was selfish but it is the only thing she can ever ask from her. Fang Xin always knew about Chen Hengyu's affair. How can she not?

He was never caring nor loving towards her, except in front of others. And giving birth it was just he wanted to have fun because his lover was away but Fang Xin ended up getting pregnant with Chen Juan.

She knew about all of Chen Hengyu's affairs but she can't say it out, she is living with the nightmare for years now and she can live with it for the coming year but what she cares more about is her children.

Chen Juan and Chen Huang are only one she was more worried about, if they knew about that side of their father, would they be able to accept it?

Probably not, Chen Juan already found it and this happened to her beloved daughter. If she didn't find out about that, she may not end up getting in that accident as a result of it she lost her memories.

Maybe she was at fault for everything that happened to her daughter. If she was better she may capture her husband's heart but she was not, she tried but she was not good.

What can she do? She tried everything, from making her look best, from accepting the child from another woman to what not but she was just a garbage for him as if she was disgusting to him.

Chen Hengyu never said anything to her face but actions are greater than words, she can see the hatred he has for her in his eyes. Those disgusting looks of him, sucking the soul out of her.

She feels helpless but she can only see that she didn't notice his look. She was suffocating but she can't cry it out nor she wants to.

She rubbed her tears, before looking back at Wan Xieran with a smile, she didn't want to show her daughter the dark life of her.

Wan Xieran was still muddled about her words but she was also scared that she knew the truth and was telling to forget about Mu Xiuying.

My Xiuying, who was he to her? Her lover but why did she love My Xiuying? He was never good or caring to her like a lover takes care of his girl. He was always ignorant or annoyed with her. Everytime he founds out a new way, to bully or torture her. She was just some toy for him whenever he gets bored of her, he dump her like a waste.

Unlike Zheng Yuhan, he was caring gentle, she hit him so badly on their first meeting but he didn't even got angry nor showed his pain to her. All these days, he stayed by sight at night and comes to visit often at day time.

Wan Xieran saw him being in pain almost every night when he stays with her, because of her he got that injury and with that also, he sleeps on the couch and wakes up every hour just to check on her.

She felt bad for him, he was in pain just because of her and still he was so caring to her.

Can someone so good to her? Yeah, it was not her who was treated well, it was Chen Juan who was getting treated like that. Why was life so unfair for her?

Everytime she sees her loving smile at her and calling Chen Juan, she felt being crushed. She can only curl her fingers into a fist and smile and reply back.

Everytime that happens her heart starts feeling a stinging pain. A pain she doesn't know about, hits her. Why?

"Juan, do you really love Yuhan?" Fang Xin patted her head slightly. She wanted to make sure her daughter found the perfect one for her not like her. She wanted her to be happy instead of her. The happiness she didn't got she wants her to get it.

Wan Xieran bite her lower lips as she clasped her fingers. What should she reply to that question. Does she like him? But she was not Chen Juan, and someday real Chen Juan and even if she don't want she have to give her the body back and she may need to go back to her life. The life where everyone abandons her for their selfish desire and she needs to accept it.

She loved this life, everything was perfect. She didn't have anything she yearned for, she got everything before she could ask for.

"Don't you love me?" Zheng Yuhan questioned from the doorway, on hearing the voice, both Fang Xin and Wan Xieran look towards the door.

There he was, leaning on the frame, with that seductive, mischievous smile able to fall any gender for him.

His brown color eyes, maybe the most common hue for eye but also uncommon. His eyes were simple yet mysterious as if it was open book at the same time it was not. One may feel they know everything if they see his eyes from far but if they get drown in it they will understand how much layers are unfold and how much mystery they have.