116. His guilt

The things that YuTang thought about him was indeed true. 

Yes, Zhao Tao might be someone who never had to worry about his food, shelter, clothes and his expenditure as a whole, but it didn't mean everything came without having one to pay a certain price, right? Nothing was for free...

For one, he never had a friend; they were all future head of their families or, children his age who liked to flatter him and get in his good books, that is to make connections with the Zhao family... It may seem trivial compared to other's sufferings, but if you look at it from his perspective, he was always lonely and for growing children, there is nothing worse than that feeling of isolation when you have to learn how to smile...