First time I changed in too my wolf

My name is Nicky I'm 18 years old on the run from my old pack and my dad well I thought he was my dad and the alpha of the red sky pack ,yes I'm a werewolf but let's start from when my life all changed ,you see I was an only child too Alpha Philip Red and Luna Jessica Red ,so I was meant to be the next alpha which my dad hated as he wanted a male as too our pack females are only good for three things cooking , cleaning and sex or having pups but my mum well she was amazing she could do all this and fight which my dad hated and after having me my mum could not have anymore pups so dad just kept her around to look after me till I was old enough to look after myself, when I was 10 my wolf started to talk to me my inner wolf that is her names Bluebell your see why soon and she told me not to trust my dad and as soon as I can too run away as he would kill me or worse inslave me ,I ask bluebell if I could trust my mum she said yes so I told my mum everything, couldn't believe she already knew and had our bags pack but said we had to wait till my first transformation in to my wolf then we would leave so we waited on my 11 birthday I transformed in to the most beautiful she wolf ever my fur was a very light sky blue and by eyes was a deep blue completely different to my human eye colour in human form at age 11 I was 5"10 dark chocolate coloured hair long and curly down to my bottom I loved my hair and very dark brown almost black eyes but my she-wolf was completely opposite and very big bigger than most alphas fully grown she was 6"2 if not taller and so beautiful if I say myself and she has so much power my mum could not believe how beautiful I was in human and wolf for and said we had to leave before dad found out or he would keep me for himself that made bluebell growl and me gag thinking of it so we changed in to our human selfs went got our bags saying we was going to get food then changed in to our wolfs once we got to the wood and ran for our lives .we got to the lake which was at the end of our boarder and was about to cross it when my dad turned up I was ready to fight but my mum said no and to run I had just changed so me and bluebell ( blue for short) couldn't fight too well was still weak so I did what mum said and ran I jumped in to the lake and swam to the other side got out and looked back seeing my mum on the floor almost dead she mindlinked me and said she loved me and to run as fast as I could find my uncle felix in blue ridge valley 200 miles south from here and he will help me so that is what I did.

Finding Uncle Felix

I had been travelling for weeks when I finally got to blue ridge valley it was beautiful the town was big but their was lots of flowers and trees around too you could see it was a werewolf community anyway I found the police department and told them I I was looking for my uncle Felix Grey and they my mum had died by my dads hands and I need help they ask who my dad was I said Alpha Philip Red from the red sky pack and my mum was Luna Jessica red they said they could help which they did I was worried they would notify my dad but they didn't instead they took me too a massive house at the top of a hill over seeing the valley and town ,it must be the pack house I said to myself blue chirped up and said it was once we got in 3 large men stood their with cheesy grins on their faces the biggest and oldest I would say at least 50 years old smiled and said we have been waiting to see you for so long I'm your grandpa victor blue this is your uncle felix blue and your cousin Freddie blue we're your mothers family but your father refused us to see you we're sorry about your mum if we had known what was happening we would of rescued you he said then they all hugged me , we talked for hours felix explained that my mum was not my dads fated mate that her mate was kill and she was taken from them at the time my mum was pregnant with twins me and my brother they try to get us back but couldn't my grandad was at death door and my uncle was only 16 at the time had to take over the pack so they just prayed we was all safe after a few years my mum wrote to them telling them my twin brother had died at the age of 5 and that I was the only twin left my brother was named benny and me nicky he had died because my dad we I thought was my dad got angry and killed him for taking a biscuit and I tryed to save him but got hit then taken to the dungeon for punishment, was their almost a year so by the time I was let out I had no memory of anything not even my brother so my mum didn't tell me about him ,she also wrote in the letter that she would send me to him when I was ready but not to come looking as it was fore seen that everyone would dye if they did and she know on my 11th birthday she would dye but I would live and would be safe with my uncle felix after that we both cried I told him all about mum and he told me what they was like as kids and told be about my real dad Alpha Jacob Black of the hybrid black moon clan you see my dad was half wolf half dark angle or fallen angle some call them ,he was betrayed by his own father and killed by the only thing that could kill him a black sliver bladed dagger that was given too alpha red by Jacobs father felix said he would explain more later that I should eat shower and go to bed , the took me too my mums old room and gave me clean clothes and towels too and showed me too my own bathroom .