Guilt

In front of all those people she can not cry for the sake of Shao Rong. If she cried in front of Ren Weimin, she knows that he would feel more hurt than she herself did.

If she cries in front of her husband, she is worried that he may have a negative impression on Shao rong before he even met her. There is no way she would cry in front of Xiao Cheng who is a little kid.

In her life, the only important family members have always been these three men along with Shao Rong. When and where would she cry instead of in front of them.

Helplessly, she ought to bottle up all her emotions inside her for so long. Now that she finally got to release them, all the pent up emotions and feelings came out like the water from a broken dam.

While she was wailing so hard, Shao Rong too started crying. How could she not understand her best friend's emotions? In fact she would be the person that understood her the most.