The first day of fourth grade was awful,half of my classmates were the same from last year which means they all know what happened after Melissa changed schools and because of that they now call me the "CryBaby".After the first day of fourth grade my grandparents kept on asking me if I made a new friend and since I didn't want them to worry about me I told them I did make a new friend.On the next day my teacher Mrs.Jones assigned everyone a partner for the whole year and I got paired up with Edgar a cute guy who is very popular in the school.After two weeks we started talking and we learned a bit of each other,for example I learned that he plays Soccer for his father after he died of cancer,and that he is a libra just like me because he was born on October the eighteen.During lunch time I sat alone in a table next to Edgar's table and overheard his Friend Andy say"¿Why do you hang out with that freak?"You do know that once you're her friend she won't let you go right?".I stood up and ran to the restrooms and cried,I had went to therapy to try and forget how I felt when Melissa left and now they brought it up again opening my wounds I had stiched up.Then I remember what Melissa had told me"I cut my wrist to make my pain go away",what if I did that too!?,maybe it would help me get rid of all my pain,and so I searched for something sharp that I could use and found a piece of glass on the floor.Next thing I know I had blood all over my wrist and the pain did go away at least for a while. After cutting my wrist I went back to class just in time before the bell rang and acted as if nothing happened