Chapter 4- Fascination

After Sarah left I felt a quick sigh of relief escape me, what was that I wondered, it felt like the whole world stopped before me, and everything was gone, except her. I pondered on this question for the rest of the day, and then the rest of the week, and then another week, and soon it was almost winter winter break, I've realized that I've been day dreaming about a girl a met once on a rooftop, and I couldn't help but think, that I was a coward, for not mustering up the courage to talk to her. At lunch when I was sitting on the roof(by myself, again) I heard the door open, I looked behind me, and there she was, Sarah, it was like "Wowww" and then my brain had a giant issue and I couldn't say "hi" and just ended up stumbling on my words and getting hot and flustered, I felt like such an idiot, but then she said "Hey, nice seeing you again... Malcolm" I think from this day forward I would prefer to be called that, and I also think my heart exploded. "Hey" I said back to her, as casual as I possibly could(Author's note: Not casual at all, this man was a tomato) trying to play it cool, and I think it worked, cause she continued to talk to me, must be my charm, "I didn't know you still ate up here, where's your friend Joey?" she asked, I don't know why she's talking about Joey, that traitor left me for a girl, and now I'm stuck by myself, all's well though, "Uhhh I think he's with his girlfriend or somethin' " I told her, "oh" she said, "oh" what the crap is that supposed to mean? does she like him or something? at this moment I think my heart sank deeper than a cinder block in the ocean, " hahah yea" I don't think I should let her know my feelings with the reaction she just gave me, so I'll just have to shrug this one off for now, " Well I guess I'll see ya later then" she said as she walked back inside. I sat there looking at the clouds for the rest of the lunch break, when I went back to class I watched the clouds as well, and after school I went to my locker, it seemed, there was a letter, I didn't know people still wrote these things, I opened it up.

"Dear Mal,

I know this is sudden but please meet me at the park after school tomorrow, I have something important to ask you"

What is this? some kind of love-letter? no way, maybe it's to the wrong person, but wait, it's not signed, that's pretty risky, cause if it is the wrong person, they won't notice me, but wait what if it's a guy, I mess my hair in confusion to what this letter means, "guess I'll go to the park tomorrow" I mumble, as I grab my stuff and head home.