Downpour of Emotions

"I've never wanted to be the Goddess. Never. Who knows why I have her soul in me?"

"What's with all of you shitty bastards? Constantly putting me through pain just to achieve your goals. One is a mastermind who played the role of a good kid while waiting for the perfect chance to strike, the other is a batshit crazy fucker that can't seem to let people live peacefully. What the hell? Am I supposed to go through this and take everything in without complaining?"

Estelle poured in her heart and soul into her speech. She was choking up while she said her words.

She, too, wanted to antagonize people.

Isn't she the villainess? She should be the one making people hurt. Why is that she's the one hurting?

She disliked pain.

She didn't want to go through pain. If anything, what was the basis of all this mess?

Why did it turn like this?