chapter four

It started to rain as soon as we left so we decided to stay at a hotel room, in my head, it isn't a good idea to share a room, you know boy, girl, bed yeah no. "your sleeping on the couch" I said crossing my arms as soon as I saw the single bed.

"what, why?" Xavier asked "because I said so" I said putting my bag on the bed claiming my spot. I heard a sigh behind me, I knew he would give up. turning to him noticed he was really, really close, like almost nose to nose close. "what are you doing?" I asked looking up at him, he looked down at me in my eyes. "about to kiss you" he side then took me by surprise when I was about to say no, he then kissed me.

Something in me made me kiss him back, my fingers moved up to run through his hair, his skin was warm against mine, the burning feeling in my stomach flared. I pulled away as soon as I couldn't breath. leaning my head against his shoulder I sigh quietly "you know this between us, could get us in trouble some day" I said closing my eyes, I felt him breathing, he was quiet for a few seconds, then I heard him chuckle.

"then let it" he said then continued "what could be worse then this?" I looked up at him, his hand moved down my cheek to the side of my neck "I could hurt you" I said, he smirked "then hurt me" he said crashing my lips onto his.

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the morning sun peaked through the blinds, the sheets was cold against my stomach, cold air in the room, I roll over to my side, Xavier's arm around my waist, what happened to sleeping on the couch? I grabbed a t-shirt off the floor and slipped it on, I slowly slipped out of bed so I wouldn't wake Xavier.

after getting out of bed I slipped some shorts on, then walking to the bathroom to do my business, then walk out after washing my hands, got to stay clean, but after all I don't mind getting a little dirty every once and a while either. when I walked out Xavier was awake, propped up against the head board.

"morning babe" Xavier chuckled, I smirked "since when?" I asked crawling back to my spot on the bed, I looked back at Xavier. "since last nigh darlin'" Xavier said smirking "oh is that now" I said acting like I know nothing. "Oh yeah you know what I mean" Xavier said, I chuckled and moved back.

"We should go now" I said getting off the bed only to be pulled back down. "Where are we going?" Xavier asked, I rolled my eyes "you know where, back to where we came from" I said "oh you mean the vigina's" Xavier said, I laugh and smack his chest "god no" I said.

Pulling myself from Xavier I got dressed in my clothes from yesterday and got ready to leave, I turn around and but naked Xavier is finally getting out of bed to get dressed. I put on my playlist on Spotify and listen to Shameless by Camila Cabello.

(A/n there is a actual playlist for his girl on Spotify)

We returned the room key and went back to our bikes and left, deciding to go ahead of him i speed up some and pass Xavier, he looked at me and shook his head catching the hint that I want to race him. We stopped at a stop sign and desided to count it off "1, 2, 3, Go!" I said and we both sped off, apparently luck wasn't on our side and we passed a cop on the side of the road. That didn't stop us now did it, I smirked and went faster.

My favorite song dance without you by Skyler grey comes on, I smile I really love this song. So I sing along.

"So serious, all the time

I feel restrained.

I feel confined.

I cannot take your whispering, your whispering

I wanna dance without you

For once just let me lose myself

I wanna dance without you

For once just let me lose myself

For once let me lose myself" I sung.

I heard the cop sirens turn on behind us as he chased us down, we didn't stop I look at Xavier as he was smirking at me.

"So insecure, so uptight

I break my neck, to be polite

I cannot take your whispering, your whispering

I wanna dance without you

For once just let me lose myself

I wanna dance without you

For once just let me lose myself

For once let me lose myself

How can I make history, with your choreography?

Take your hands off me, Take your hands off me

Before I suffocate"

After a few miles we lose the cop and I laughed, because I'm crazy and it was fun y'all know. "You full of some kind of crazy babe" Xavier said, I chuckled "I know right, I'm toxic" I said.

We drove back to my apartment and parked, I turned of my motorcycle and turned to Xavier, to him standing in front of me and kisses me, I kissed him back, his hands on my waist. My hands in his hair, I pulled him closer, deeper into the kiss until I couldn't breathe. I puller back sighing leaning against Xavier, his arms held onto me, pulling me closer to him, we were quiet for a while then Xavier broke that. "So girlfriend?" Xavier said chuckling "boyfriend" I said back "so is that a yes?" Xavier asked I nodded.

He smiled and kissed me again, I of course kissed back smiling. You may think that this is a love hate relationship, maybe it is, but for one fact I know it isn't anything, not love yet. I wonder how long this relationship would last, but I'm going to live in the moment.

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I sat on my couch watching bitten, eating popcorn and drinking water, yeah so healthy. Curled up in my blankets I watch TV, then out of nowhere there's a knock on my door, I groan getting up and walking down the hall to open the door, I look through the peephole in the door to see two men, frowning I back up before the door got kicked in, grabbing a gun under the plant next to the door. "Dang, I can a girl get some girl time" I say as the first guy launched at me, I dodge and elbow him in the back.

He fell face first onto the floor and I turned to the second guy "your next" i said throwing the gun at him, hitting him in the nose with the butt of the gun."can a girl ever get some alone time?" I say sighing before turning around punching the first guy in the nose who was trying to sneak up on me. "To slow" I said punching him again, then kick him where the sun doesn't shine and knock him out with a right hook. I turn back to the second guy as he launched at me, I dodge again turning and jumping on his back, then he fell to the ground.

Grabbing his pony tail, I pull his head up "who sent you?" I asked "I ain't telling you sh-" I slammed his face into the floor, he cried out and I pulled his head back up "we are going to start again, who sent you" I asked again getting aggravated. "Not telling you bit-" he was saying, I decided to slam his head into the floor again, he screamed "now for the last time, who sent you" I asked calmly. "M-marko" he said, I knock him out and stand up, stepping away from the mess, grabbing my phone and calling Seth, he cleans up the messes I kinda make.

"Hey Seth" i say, once he answers the phone "wassup kc" Seth said "well uh I got a little mess that I need you to cover up for me" I said looking at the two men on the floor. "Yeah just give me 20 minutes and I'll send my guys over to clean it up, you know the payment right?" Seth said "yeah, I know" I said "okay well bye girl" Seth said in a gay voice, I laugh "bye" I said then hanging up, 20 minutes later my door was fixed, back to normal, the men were gone, the floor was cleaned and fixed..

Then again there was another knock on my door, this time it was Xavier and DJ. I let them in and sigh, closing the fixed door, walking into the living room and plopped down on the couch "wow don't even say hi to your guests that's so lazy kc" dj said "shut up dj, get out or sit down" I said pointing to the door or the couch. "Jeez so mean!" Dj said pouting plopping down on the couch, chuckling I turn to Xavier, giving him a kiss. "Hi babe" Xavier said, I smile "hi" I said "can I get a kiss too?!" Dj said, I look and him and say "no".

He pretends to cry and dive into the pillows on the couch and cry "your so mean!" Dj said, I chuckle and lean against Xavier. He wrapped his arms around my shoulders and kissed my head, I smile "so what you guys doing over here?" I asked looking at Xavier. "Well we just wanted to hang out with you" Xavier said looking at me smiling, I look at the tv "so do you guys want anything to drink" I asked to be nice, or try to. "Yeah" both boys said (Xavier and DJ) I get up and started to walk to the kitchen and felt someone slap my butt, I yelp and turn to look at Xavier, he was grinning.

Continuing my way to the kitchen, I get some soda's and was about to head into the living room when I heard their conversation "when are you going to tell her, about that?" I heard dj say. "When it's time, I don't want her to get pulled into the mess, it would put her in danger" Xavier said. Deciding to pretend I was still looking in the fridge, I open and close the fridge a little loud, only loud enough for them to hear and I walk back into the living room giving the guys their drinks.

"Thanks" they say at the same freaking time, plopping back down in my spot against Xavier I lean my head against his shoulder and watch TV, only to end up falling asleep.

Waking up at 3 am to my phone ringing, I lean over to grab my phone off the living room table. Answering the call "hello?" I said still sleepy "hey kc, you wanna have a fight tomorrow night?" The voice of my fighter instructor Damion said. That caught my attention, I sit up "yeah sure what time" I said "10 aclock" Damion said, I smile happily, I get happy when I can fight. I love fighting. "Okay see you there" I said "okay bye reaper" Damion said, that made me even happier, my fighter name is called reaper. "Bye Damion" I said hanging up.

Putting my phone back on the table I lay back down to hear a humming in my ear, looking up to see a sleeping Xavier. Chuckling I get grabbing a sharpie, I write 'kc's B****' with a smiley face on his forehead. I couldn't hold it in any longer and I burst out laughing, ending up waking Xavier and DJ up. "What are you doing?" Dj asked, I couldn't answer because I was laughing so hard, dj looked at Xavier and started to laugh.

"What? Why are you guys laughing?" Xavier asked confused, I shakly pointed at his face, he got up and went to the bathroom, I bolted outside, down the stairs and out the building so Xavier can't catch me. "KC! GET OVER HERE NOW!" I heard Xavier yell out the window, I turn and flick him off and continue to run as fast as I could, only ten minutes later to be tackled into the grass. Squealing I turn and look up to the person who tackled me to see Xavier. "Hi Xavier what's up?" I say unsure, he stared down at me, hold my arms and legs down, knowing I'll swing at him "did you do this to my face?" Xavier asked "no, but I did see a short man run out the apartment" I say lying.

"Liar" Xavier said tickling me, I laugh trying to get away "okay can I make a deal?!" I squeal.

"what kind of deal?" Xavier said, I thought for a moment then it came to me "I'll give you a hundred kisses" I said Xavier sat up still sitting on me "that sounds like a plan, so deal" Xavier said before getting off of me and helped me up, I took his hand and he pulled me up. thunder struck and it started to pour, laughing I turn my face to the sky and closed my eyes, I felt the gentle raindrops kit my cold skin, soaking my clothes and hair. feeling hands on my waist I open my eyes and look at Xavier and smile kissing him, his arms wrapped around my waist pulling me against him. I deepen the kiss and wrap my arms around his neck, but only breaking the kiss once I hear thunder over us. you see I loved thunder storms and walking in the rain.

(a/n I know some of you mentioned you wanted a kissing scene in the rain so here it is, I hope you like it so far)

me and Xavier stood in the rain for a while, just us, the rain and the storm "lets go inside and get you changed so you don't get sick babe" Xavier said, I nod and we head inside to my apartment.

waking up the morning was the best feeling in the world, rolling over I see Xavier, sleeping in my bed. I move closer and trace the tattoo's on his back, as he laid on his stomach, smirking I look over at the time to see it is 3:56pm, I jump out of bed and change into my workout clothes and leave a note for Xavier then headed to the apartment complex gym. deciding to do my normal workout for a few hours to get ready for tonight, I do just that and some time later it was a hour before the fight so I decided to take a quick shower and change into my reaper clothes. which was my hair in a really tight bun, a black hoodie, a face mask (that went over my nose and mouth) that had a face skull on it, and black pants and shoes.

leaving I head down to my motorcycle and climb on it and start it up leaving to the pit, I decided to part a street away from the pit, with my hood up, walking the rest of the way to the entrance, the pit was crowded, dark, a few lights here and there. a fight was already going on, I went to the bar and gave the bar tender my bag to put under the bar, he saw me and smirked grabbing a mike "the reaper is here!!!" he yelled, catching the attention of the crowd, I throw my arm in the air, once people saw me and started to pat my back and shout.

"REAPER!!" the crowd yelled, I walked to the stage once the fight was over and climbed into the ring, smirking, my favorite song came on over the speakers 'fight back' by NEFFEX (a/n song up top, listen to it during the fighting scene it gets more intense). "oh one of our favorites has come to play, lets welcome the REAPER!!!" the guy at the bar said, the pit erupted into shouts and cheers, yelling out my fighter name. I crack my knuckles, looking around for my opponent, a guy comes into the ring and starts to swing at me, I dodge, he was bigger then me, but a east target. swinging to his left I punch him in the gut and kick his leg out from under him.

jumping on his shoulders, I flip over bringing him with me and having him in a leg or head lock, he slapped and pulls at my leg slipping out of my lock, and punches me in the face, which I hardly got to dodge, the vibrations of the crowd vibrated in my chest, their feet stomping on the ground. pulling my attention back on my opponent he was smirking at me "your strong reaper, but I can beat you" he said, I chuckle taking it as a challenge "oh don't be cocky" I said in my best male voice I mastered over the years. I don't launch, I never do, I wait for my opponent to, and he does, I dodge him punching him in the face then the gut and kicking him in the back.

he falls to the floor and gets back up and starts to lazily throw around punches, I dodge them all and focus on his weak spots, which was a presser point on his right side of his hip. he tried to hide it, to protect it but I already figured it out, chuckling "why do you wear a mask, you ugly or something?" he said "or something" I said before punching him I the face "never challenge me again" I said before hitting his presser point and he was out, on the ground. I walk around him and throw a arm up in the air showing that I won, I panted trying to catch my breath, looking around the room past all the cheers and the yelling, In the shadows I though I saw Xavier "oh and the challenger is out! it looks like reaper is showing his territory now!" the guy yelled in my mike.

I jumped out of the ring and walked to the bar to get a closer look at the dark corner I thought I saw Xavier in, so I asked the bar tender "hey who's does that VIP area belong to?" I asked "oh uh the biker gang leader Xavier, I'm surprised you didn't know" he said, I nodded thanking him looking at Xavier.

Xavier, dj and a few other guys sat in a circle facing a good view of the ring drinking and talking, a good little private area, man I have to start studying the important people here "here's your winning by the way, 2k" the bar tender said, I grin nodding as he put the money in my back pack, then giving me the bag. I never need a job because fighting pays you good here, real good.

so Xavier was a gang leader, that's what he was hiding from me? well too bad, because I got a few secrets of my own. going through the crowd to the exit I leave, walking down the block to my motorcycle and head home.

plopping down on my bed after another shower, putting my reaper clothes away and putting stash of money away. the moonlight peered through the window, the cold air licked at my legs, a hundred thoughts running through my head, Xavier, fighting, the guys who broke into my apartment, a lot of things. sighing I role over onto my stomach closing my eyes I try to fall asleep and soon I do, thankfully.