The pain to reject

Akara is walking back to his home after dropping princess Supratika at her place. 

He is feeling worst in his life. Thoughts were rushing in his thoughts.

"Someone is in love with me and I was enjoying the attention Princess Supratika but being a poor guy I ended up realizing that I am not suitable for her."

"I wanted to love her to take our relationship to the next level. I am sure about my feelings that I like her. I wanted to see it all the way to marriage and after."

"I avoided her and her love, doing that made me constantly think about her. Many times I asked myself if I did the right thing."

"It is a very painful experience mixed with a lot of guilty feelings."

"I was not the best communicator with her and I could have managed it better."