February 21, 2021: Unsettled

Felix gripped his phone tightly as he bit his lip down. He couldn't summon his voice properly. It was like something was lodged in his throat. He kept on gulping and gulping, but to no avail, it didn't help. 

{ "Felix? Felix, what's wrong? Are you not comfortable there? Do you want to come home? I'll talk to your sister if you want." }

Heaving a long sigh that carried his grief, Felix gulped once more before responding to his mother. 

"No, no, mom. Can you give me a second?" 

{ "Of course, no problem. Go ahead, I'll wait until you're ready." }

Thereafter, silence was back in Felix's room. 

It had already been a few hours since Syn was shot. However, it appeared that he needed more time than that to gain a bit of courage -- Courage to inform their mother about what had happened.