The Lightside Calls Me (spoilers)

"Ben...come back to us." Han said. "We miss you so much...." Han looked Kylo in the eyes. Kylo hurt...badly. He missed his mother, father and everything else he knew from his past. Kylo broke into tears when he heard his mother sobbing behind his father. "I'm sorry! I'm...so...sorry! I just...." Kylo couldn't finish his sentence he was so upset. "Shh, there there. Let's go home, Ben." Han cooed. Leia, Han and Ben all walked onto the Millennium Falcon and went to where they all belonged, together.

"Ah!" Kylo awoke in a crying mess. He tried to catch his breath the best he could but the tears kept flowing out of his puffy, red eyes. Kylo glanced at the clock which read 1:59 a.m.. The dark haired man stood up and went over to the bathroom to collect himself. He splashed some warm water on his face and crawled back into his bed.

"My mother could never look me in the eyes again after I...I..." Kylo couldn't even say the words...not even in his own head. He, once again, began to cry.

No, his father wasn't always around. But when he was, he was the best father a boy could ever wish for. And his mother...oh his sweet mother. She was always there for him...no matter what. And he just ruined her world. Just like that...Kylo took one of the most precious things out of his mothers life. Kylo needed to get some air. He walked outside into the crisp, cool air, and that was when he knew.

Kylo quickly snuck away into the hall to find Hux's chamber. He found himself at his door, but could not bring himself to knock. He was so afraid...fear had always been his greatest enemy. Kylo decided enough was enough and knocked on Hux's door.

He could hear foot steps approaching when the door slid open.

"Ren?" Hux said. His hair was tossled and he was still in his nightclothes. Kylo rarely saw him that way, but it always made him feel closer to Hux. It made him feel like Hux was a real person, just like him, and not a stone cold general.

"We don't have much time" Kylo panted. "I am fleeing. The Rebels need me. My mother needs me" He said, stumbling over every other word.

Hux looked at him with a soft expression. It wasn't judgmental or harsh, but calm and loving.

"Get your things" Hux commanded. "We have a lot of discussing to do"