Everywhere I look,
I'm always reminded
of the imperfections
That I try so hard to hide,
The shadow on the ground and
The reflection in the mirror
Became things that
would Disgust me every
time I glanced at myself,
Food became something that
I was aware of like
it was my sense of time,
And water became my means of
getting smaller instead of stronger,
Dancing at first would
put the biggest smile on my face
And it became a very frequent thing,
except now it wasn't fun anymore.