The Worst has yet to come, and that thought scares me.

I feel crazy

I feel weird

I'm upset

I'm so mad

I'm so numb

Yet there are things I haven't seen,

there are places I haven't been to,

There are things that I haven't gone through,

There are things I haven't felt,

And the thought that it would've only gotten worse if I had seen and been to those places,

Only scares me more.