I’m sorry, it was never my intention to turn my back on you and walk away.

I can't seem to remember who I am,

So I'm a little disheartened,

Because the unfortunate truth is that

I am still waiting for the one thing I accepted and knew years ago

that I would never ever receive,

So I'm just stuck here,

With no other chance to get out,

Because I don't deserve it,

And because I disappoint everyone,

Including myself,

So I can only ponder in the leftover time I have no use for,

And it hurts,

I hate to admit it,

But It really hurts,

And I don't think I'll be strong enough to fulfill my promises,

And that will only further prove,

That I really am the disappointment,

I always thought I was.