I repeated the same thing in my head for days on end,
Trying to distract myself,
Trying to stop the anxiety I felt daily,
It was so hard,
For the longest time I was alone,
And now I'm trying to reach out farther than I ever did,
In an attempt to fix what was cracked for so long,
Because It's the only option I have left,
Because this is a problem that I can no longer ignore,
Because it's the end game,
and either I win this war,
Or I give up,
And let my past swallow me whole.