I only have myself to blame, but I’ll only ever have myself to fix it.

Ill stay,

Ill stay as along as I can,

However, I can't ignore the part of my mind that once didn't want to,

It's a part of me I need to accept,

I can't help but admit I regret a lot of it too,

but there is no use dwelling on it,

because I'm still here,

And I refuse to let myself make the same mistake thrice.