Dumb

Third Person's POV

Jimin called a taxi and let the driver drive him anywhere.

He's still crying and sobbing loudly that it bothers the driver.

He fell asleep after almost an hour of crying. The driver woke him up and said that he's asleep for half an hour now. Jimin paid the driver and got out of the cab. He didn't know where he was but he's in front of a building. He went inside and look for an elevator but he didn't find any. It's like he's so unlucky today. He just decided to take the stairs to go to the rooftop.

After a few minutes, he's standing on the building's rooftop. He sat down and cried his eyes out. He thought that here, he is free to cry. The pain he is feeling is so much to handle, he doesn't know what to do with it. He just want the pain to stop...

but it won't.

Jungkook is everything to Jimin now. He loves him so much but what happened is something he didn't expect.

He's been crying for hours but it still hurts.

He decided to stand up and opened his arms as if he's embracing the world

"What did I do to him?"

"Why did he do this to me?"

"Did I do something wrong?"

"Did I hurt him?"

"Am I not supporting him enough?"

"Am I a bad boyfriend?"

"Haven't I given him all of myself?"

"Am I ugly?"

He's questioning himself...

"WHY JUNGKOOK??!!!"

"WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?!"

"I'M SO HURT!!!"

He's crying harder than before

"Am I n-not enough, Jungkook?"

"AM I NOT ENOUGH??!!!"

"WHY JUNGKOOK?! WHY??!!!"

"I've given you all I can"

"I thought I've been doing fine with you"

"Or maybe you're not proud of me"

"You're not proud that I am your boyfriend"

"I have nothing"

"She's rich"

"I have no decent j-job"

"I'm sure she has a business"

"I'm not pretty"

"She's beautiful"

"I'm not sexy"

"She's like a model"

"I'm...

I am....

nothing..."

"I am nothing"

"I AM FVCKING NOTHING!!!"

"I AM NO ONE!!!"

"And m-maybe that's the reason why you ch-cheated on me"

"I'm not enough"

"And I will never be"

"I'm useless"

He cried and tucked himself in the corner...

He's feeling so much pain...

He feels like it's the end of his world...

Because Jungkook is...

was his world

~

Jungkook's POV

"Hey Hoseok, come here now!"

I called Hoseok because I don't know why Jimin ran away.

I've been calling him hundreds of time but he's not answering...

What's he doing here?

Isn't he busy?

He's working right?

.

.

Hoseok finally came after 15 minutes

"What is it Jungkook?!"

"What do you mean Jimin should be here? I didn't even gave my address to him!"

"Well I gave it to him! And I meant that he should be here to CELEBRATE with YOU!"

What? Celebrate what?

"You don't know huh?"

Am I too easy to read or something?

"Today is your first anniversary... and clearly, you forgot. I mean, you didn't even forgot because you don't remember at all!"

"Today is our anniversary? And I fucking forgot about it?!"

I'm shocked because I'm not really the type of person to take note of such things.

Noona came down and greeted Hoseok.

"What's this commotion's about?"

"Well Noona, Jungkook and Jimin which is his boyfriend by the way, should be celebrating their 1st year anniversary together. But this fvcked up man didn't even know!"

"Wow Jungjung, I didn't know that you already have a special someone... more specifically a boyfriend."

Well, I knew for sure that I'm blushing.

"So what happened Hoseok?", Noona's curious huh?

"Ask that dumb!"

I rolled my eyes, I can't complain though because he's right.

"I don't really know. I just saw him ran."

"And why did he ran?", Hoseok

"I don't know!"

"What did you do then?", Noona

"Well, I saw him after talking with you."

Noona looked shocked. Why.

"Why?", Hoseok and I asked at the same time.

"You dumbass! When I came here, I kissed your cheek and hugged you right?!"

"FVCK!", Hoseok

Fuck! He might misunderstood that!