Jung Hoseok

WARNING! 18+ CONTENTS!

First Jungkook, then Namjoon, and then Yoongi.. now Taehyung? What's happening?

I'm pacing back and forth in my small apartment stressing about what's happening to our group. This happened at the beginning of this year, I don't know why. I am seriously feeling sad about what happened to them. I sat on my couch and sighed.

"Hey babe, don't stress out okay? You're missing the fun!", this hot naked dude just approached me. I smiled to him and looked at the rest of the dudes on my bed, having sex. Four men, on my bed, having fun time, while this hot man infront of me and I, are alone here.

"Okay", he offered his hand and I sweetly took it. He guided me back to my bedroom and danced infront of me. I giggled as he slowly undress me. I pulled and kissed him as his hand wander on my back, slowly going its way to my ass. I moaned as he slipped a finger in my hole.

"Ahhh fuck", I pulled his waist and let our crotch touch. I felt a hand caressing my back and sooner felt a cock hitting my ass. I looked back and saw another man. He then kissed my nape and slide his cock on my ass. I always loved this feeling that's why I bought this apartment from an old building where no one will think I live.

Chris, Jason, Fred, Dave, and John have been my 'business' pals and I've been with them for 9 months now. The one infront of me is Jason and the one behind me is Fred.

"Oh yes Fred, slip it in.." Jason guided me on my bed. As soon as I laid sideways, Fred slipped his big cock in my ass and thrust hard. It's a feeling I'd always crave for. I reached out for his ass and slapped it hard. Fuck, the sensation just gives me chills.

"Oohhh yeah" Dave just sucked my dick and his dick is a few inches away infront of my face. Oh my fucking god this is heaven. His moans from being fucked by Chris just addens the sweet fucking sensation.

"Yes f-fuck mmph, that's right... fuck me... fuck infront of me..." soon after I said those words, Jason's dick just slapped my mouth. I immediately sucked it in and moved my head.

"Ahhh Hoseok, you are a good sucker... you know that right?", I just gaggled his throbbing dick in my mouth as a sign of yes. I looked up to him and saw him kissing Chris. Fred is fucking me from behind, Jason is mouth fucking me while kissing Chris who's fucking Dave and Dave who's sucking me like a good fucking boy. Yeah what's happening is what you call orgy and I ain't care, I love this.

"F-fuck Fwed fawster mmph I'm c-coming" He fucked me faster making me move like crazy and making my dick hit the back of Dave's mouth. Ugh I just fucking love this. Soon after, Jason cummed in my mouth and I gladly took it all leaving no cum behind. Chris then slapped Dave's ass making him cum all over the sheet and Chris cumming inside Dave's ass. Fuck I just love this scene infront of me. Sooner, it was my turn to fucking cum inside Dave's perfectly warm mouth. I pushed his head making me thrust deeper while letting all of my cum out, still being pound by Fred.

"I'm coming baby.. ohhh fucking yes..." after a few seconds, my ass is filled with his sweet cum. I pulled him in and kissed his lips. Delicious. He pulled out his cock and they all laid beside me. Because of tiredness, I immediately closed my eyes and ready to sleep. I felt someone crawled out of bed but I didn't mind it. Maybe he just wanted to take a piss.

...

I openes my eyes seeing no one beside me. Of course as usual, they will leave my apartment before the sun rises. I get up on my bed and picked up my clothes. I went to the bathroom and took a good warm shower.

"Ahhh feels nice", I just took a short shower, just cleaning my body and put on my clothes after drying my body. I picked up my phone and it's already 7 in the morning. I have to attend the mass at 8 am so I picked my things swiftly and got out of my apartment. I locked it properly before running to where I parked my car.

I drove fast and making me walk in on time. I saw my father in front of the crowd, standing on the altar along with other reverends.

My father is a well-known pastor and my family are all Christian. Me being gay is only known by my friends, the R7 because I should keep my good profile. I sat along with my mother on the front seat in the chapel.

My father then begins and I looked at him. He is a well-respected man, my family is a well-respected family, and I tried to be part of it. I know I am part of it but I just don't like it. I want to be free especially to my family and my father's eyes. I want to be me, I want to do things I want. I don't like someone or something holding my neck and tied me with it forever.

I can only do such things infront of my friends, especially Jimin. Jimin accepted me whole-heartedly. He's always there when things get rough, he's there to listen to me and to comfort me. I miss him, so much. He's been a great friend and I didn't do anything when they treated him like that. I'm such a coward.. I'm such a bitch. I am so guilty about what we did but it already happened. If only I can take back the time and fight for him.

"It's okay Hoseok-ah, I will always be here for you okay?", I nodded and hugged him. A loud sob came out of my mouth as he pat my back.

"It's fine that you are different, everyone is different. Even if other people can't accept you, at least you have a friend who will always accept you, laugh with you, cry with you, do stupid things with you, fight for you and protect you no matter what.", I cried even more because of his sweet comforting words. No one has ever been this nice to me. How can someone be like Jimin exist? He's a literal angel and I am so not worthy of him.

"Thank you so much Jimin-ah.. I don't know what I'll do without you. I am so happy that I have you as my friend. I don't deserve you."

"Shush now, let's just rest okay?", I nodded and we laid on our bed. We are in R7's hideout and we have our rooms here. Since we were only 6, Jimin and I decided to share this room and since then, we became roommates. I hugged him and sneaked my body on his.

"I will protect you too Jiminie.. I will"

"I know"

I'm so dumb to let him die like that.

"Okay now let's hear my son, Jung Hoseok, to speak infront of us.", my mom tapped me and I came back to reality. I sighed first before going infront where my father awaits. I will do a short presentation over some bible verses and how it can be applied to our lives.

I stood infront of the crowd and pulled the small mic closer to me.

"Good morning everyone, I am Jung Hoseok and I will-"

"Ahhh fuck" My words were cut by a sudden loud moan coming from the speakers. My face and body became pale when I noticed that it was my voice. I stood there frozen while I look for my family. They were as shocked as I am and soon, someone shouted.

"What is this? Look at the screen! My children didn't come here for this!", everyone covered their children's eyes as a video of me fucking with other 5 guys showed on the big projector.

"Is that what you'll teach us huh? Getting fucked? Making sins? Being gay?!", they left the chapel with mad faces while I stood still there. I couldn't find the strength to move. It was like someone poured an ice cold water on me. It was our sex yesterday, how can this happen? Who did this? I was taken back to reality when a hard slap hit my face.

"YOU MORON! HOW CAN YOU DO THAT? YOU KNOW HOW WE MADE OUR WAY HERE! HOW CAN YOU DISGRACE OUR FAMILY?! HOW CAN YOU BE SO DUMB?! Do you know what you just did? Huh?! We are all over, because of you! GET OUT OF MY SIGHT AND NEVER SHOW INFRONT OF ME AGAIN! GET OUT YOU FAGGOT!", Without anything coming in my mind, tears started to find its way down on my cheeks. I couldn't feel anything, it was too much. My tears just continued falling while I stood here still. I looked at my family and they are all leaving, giving me dagger looks that surely meant to kill me if it isn't just a sin.

beep

I absent-mindedly picked out my phone in my pocket.

"Because you betrayed me..."

Huh? Who is this?

I almost dropped my phone when it rang. I got a call from an unknown caller. I don't even know why but I answered it.

"I will keep quiet

You won't even know I'm here

You won't suspect a thing

You won't see me in the mirror

But I crept into your heart

You can't make me disappear

Til I make you"

"Huh?"

"I made myself at home

In the cobwebs and the lies

I'm learning all your tricks

I can hurt you from inside

I made myself a promise

You would never see me cry

Til I make you

You'll never know what hit you

Won't see me closing in

I'm gonna make you suffer

This hell you put me in

I'm underneath your skin

The devil within"

I sobbed and cried out louder.

"I'm sorry"

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