"WHAT THE FUCK IMA DO WITH ANOTHER CHILD! My stupid ass shoulda knew not to lay up with him without protection. As soon as they close all the muthafuckin abortion clinics U WANNA POP UP!" (Screaming beating her stomach)
"WHAT THE FUCK ELSE GONE HAPPEN! First Mama, now this. Lord, I have seven already, please help me!
(Knock on the bathroom door)
"GO AWAY!!"
"Mama u alright?"
"I'm fine ShaDestiny, just go watch TV."
"Yes Ma'am..."
(Toilet flushes)
"Positive a fuckin gain!"
(Screams)
"What have I done to deserve this! I thought I was just fat!"
"Pastor Hunt I HATE U!!!!"
"I should have got checked months ago, I gotta be at least five months, I haven't had a period since.... March! OH MY GOD! I have been in major denial."
"Just calm down Rachel, U got this."
"Youtube, YOUTUBE! I can see if there is an abortion tutorial, something..."
(She opens her legs on the toilet and sticks her finger inside)
"Nooooo!"
Taking the towles from the towel cabinet she began to lay them on the floor.
(Knock on the door)
"Mama Justin BooBooed!"
"GO THE FUCK AWAY!!!!"
"But we hongry!"
(Throws hair brush at the door startling ShaDestiny)
"Make yall some damn cereal and leave me THE FUCK ALONE!"
"Yes Ma'am."
(Dialing Pastor Hunt private)
Ring; ring; ring
Declined
Voicemail: U have reached Pastor Hezekiah Hunt, at the tone leave a message, and remember in my father's house are many mansions. Beeeep
"U son of a bitch u see me texting and calling, U BETTER DO SOMETHING RIGHT NOW! I'M NOT PLAYING I WILL TELL APRIL EVERY FUCKING THING!"
(Sobbing)
She runs to the toilet and throws up, hugging the bowl sitting on the floor.
(KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK)
"Mama ShaDestiny got all the milk!"
"GO AWAY BRYSON!"
(Storms away, ShaDestiny I hate u hunh...)
Makayla cries...
She picked up her phone from the floor, goes to Google, and types in "how to perform an abortion."
"A FUCKIN PILL? THAT WON'T WORK!"
"God help me."
"That's it, a hanger..."
(Looking at the wire hanger on the doorknob)
She takes the hanger and straighten it out and lays down on the floor. she opens her legs and lifts her knees and inserts the hanger.
"AAAAAHHHHHHHHH," She screamed.
The children beat on the door.
"Mama?" ShaDestiny called out.
"Go away," she said sobbing.
"Are u ok Mama, we scared! Please come out of the bathroom!"
She looked at the blood on her hands and the human tissue on the hanger.
"Im fine baby, Mama just needs to be alone right now."
"Okay, but please Mama come out."
(Walks off)
She could feel the blood pool around her bottom.
"I need scissors..."
She pulled herself up on the bathtub and looked in the closet and got out the multi purpose scissors. She laid back down, placing her foot on the sink, and her heel on the toilet. She began to dig. Blood leaked from her body profusely, she began to bleed out.
Bryson kicked the door down after she hadn't responded, the children had beat for fifteen minutes.
"She gone be mad," ShaDestiny said.
She laid on the floor unconscious, they called 911. Makayla played in her mother's blood while they waited on help.
When she arrived at the ER the doctors and staff did all they could to save Rachel and the child, however she had lost too much blood, she was pronounced dead at 2:35 a.m. they'd delivered the 6 month fetus just two minutes before. Dr. Presley had said he would make it, and he had always wanted a son.
She was buried beside her mother.