life gets crazy

I'm a new person . the past forgoten .and now there is only me . no husband . no kids . most people would be like all right your free now . but I'm lonley i want a man to love me . oh well .

so life gets crazy and you just have to roll with it . so i have brain damage .That dose not mean i am stupid . i am very well read . in fact all i do is read .I love to read .however writing is am area that was effected by my brain damage . and this is why i suck at writing . there once was a girl she had light brown hair with red highlights . when she was good she was a delight .but when she was bad she was horror . that's what i feel like , like i am that horrible girl . i can be good and i am a kind person but when i get mad i am horrible. i do not like that me . i want people to like me .no i want them to love me . sure that is some messed up stuff. i am sure it is some mentality. hello my name is jenny and i am a sex addict . i love sex and want it all the time . i fantasize about it . read about it watch it on porn . ha ha ha . just kidding mabey lol.