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On the way back home I get ready to endure pain I quietly and slowly open the door to my house and quietly walk in closing the door behind me. I then proceed to walk past my dad then I check to see weather he saw me and he didn't. Suddenly I trip and fall and because our floors were wooden it made a loud thud. My Dad once again drunk in front of the TV screams my name and forces me to clean the house.

Suddenly my mother comes home and this is where it becomes a living hell. After cleaning she still hits me for no reason saying she had a bad day at work and saying if she didn't have me as a child she could pass by life easily.

That night I sat on my mattress and thought maybe I would have been better if I wasnt born. I wouldn't have to suffer.

Everyday I suffer like this and everyday I wonder when was the day I break the only thing that stopped me from jumping was my crush Axel. I have attempted to commit suicide once. When I was on the roof I was sitting on the edge when he talked to me and calmed me down. He treated me so nicely although the only favour I did for him was lend him my pen.

I'm glad there are people like him in this world.