Foreshadow(1) Volume 6 Chapter 6

Well, I didn't think I will see you again.

Goddess-"Oh but I think I said that we will meet again after you finished your training."

Doesn't ring a bell.

Goddess-" Hmmm should I extinguish your little

flame."

Hey it was just a joke don't come near me I will burn, I am burning but I will really burn if you come close.

I am sorry, really sorry so go back.

The large mass of purple flame was going to engulf my body but it stopped just before me.

Goddess-" I will forgive you as I am a merciful beauty."

So much from a huge evil ball of fire.

Goddess-" Hmmmm"

Hey I forgot you can read minds ,I am seriously sorry so stop, stooop.....Ok, so why did you summon me again and won't it would be a problem if I am here?

Do I still have to escape before the reinforcements of the Duke come?

Is the time here also very slow compared to the real world like the time I was falling from the sky?

Goddess-" Yes the situation is the same."

Then I will just wake up at the time I fell asleep, that's good.

Goddess-" Well that won't be possible."

Why?

Goddess-" Because you are sleeping."

Pardon, that statement just went passed me.

Didn't you summon me like last time?

Goddess-"I did summon you but this time you didn't lose consciousness because of me."

Then by whom?

Goddess-" you yourself."

Huh?

Goddess-" Well more precisely due to your actions."

My actions

Goddess-" Which person can fight for two days continuously using one skill after another after going into his racial mode which already puts a strain on his soul."

How do you know about racial made?

Goddess-" Are you seriously asking this."

Ok then let's change the question

What is Racial mode?

Goddess -"Well let me make somethings clear first."

I am all ears.

Goddess-" First the thing you are using is called Inner Avatar don't name it Racial mode by yourself and isn't your naming sense a little."

No comments on that, please continue

Goddess-" Second I believe you don't know even what are you doing."

That's totally wrong I know what I am doing

Goddess-" Don't try to smirk when you are a ball of fire and explain."

Nobody finds me that I am Valor and without using the skill [illusion] I can stay hidden.

Goddess-" That's only one part of it."

Then dear goddess enlighten me the next part

Goddess-" Inner Avatar is like soul modification."

Soul Modification?

Goddess-" Basically, you change the essence of your soul to bring changes in your soul and body more suited for a monster than a human for greater proficiency in your racial skills and

somewhat enhance your thinking and abilities to that of a monster."

Wow

Do I really do all that.

Goddess-"That's why I said you didn't know what you are doing."

Well is still didn't get it now

Goddess-" Listen-"

First tell me the consequences of using it.

Goddess-"Strain on the soul."

Strain?

Goddess-" yes strain, even though your soul is stronger than other due to being a otherworlder and being reincarnated in the same world made it more strong but even your soul is not invincible and straining it much will results in cracks in your soul.

Cracks? Do you mean my soul will break into pieces.

Goddess-"No not like that it would be more like a separation."

Separation? do you mean my body will divide into two?

Goddess-" No your soul will divide into two."

Will I die due to that?

Goddess-" Maybe."

Aren't you a goddess, at least give me clear answers.

Goddess-" Won't that solely depend on your action?"

Mom Dad in heaven sorry your useless son is going to die again without even taking your revenge

Goddess-" Well you did found the problem by yourself. I am proud of you."

oh, I see but can you explain in detail.

Goddess-"Why do I feel I am being conned."

No, it's just your imagination, how can someone smart like you can be conned?

Goddess-" Well that is also an undeniable truth."

Then

Goddess-" When you were reincarnated as a monster, didn't you feel weird."

weird?

Goddess-" Like you are void of any emotion."

Well now I think about it, it was like that no one in the group was showing much emotion but was not it due to us trying to increase our chances of survival by keeping a cool and calm mind?

Goddess-" But how many people can stay calm after seeing their family killed in front of their eyes."

No one... I think

Goddess-" But weren't you guys calm and collected."

.....

Goddess-" No one among you even talked about revenge."

That's not true I want to take revenge from the bottom of my heart.

Goddess-" Do you really believe that?"

What do you...mean?

Goddess-" You believe that what you wanted was revenge then let me break it for you it was not."

Then what... was..it

Goddess-" Simply speaking answers."

answers?

Goddess-" Why did she kill me?

what was the reason for our summon?

Why did we reincarnate?

why as monsters?"

no you are...WRONG THAT WAS ONLY A PART OF IT I WANTED REVENGE FOR MY PARENTS FOR MY FRIENDS AND FOR MYSELF

Goddess-" Shouting a lie won't make it a truth."

No

Goddess -"You are afraid of losing."

No

Goddess-" You don't want to get revenge at the cost of what you have."

No, it's not like that.

Goddess-" Your revenge has become empty you no longer desire it."

....

Goddess-" Choose your revenge or your companions."

.....

Goddess-" Answer me."

ha ha hahaha

Goddess-" Wh- why are you laughing?"

I am laughing at myself

Goddess-"Yourself."

I forgot no matter what world I don't care what others think about me

Goddess-"..."

They can understand whatever they want and I will do whatever I want but thank you

Goddess-" Thank you."

I think you wanted to remind me of the feeling I suppressed deep in my heart.

Goddess-" fufu you sure are the one I selected, you pass in the trial."

Trial?

Goddess -"Yes that was the real end of your training"

It was still going on

Goddess-" And here is your reward."

{Accquired [Magic eyes] }

Magic eyes but I already have an appraisal skill what would I benefit from this

Goddess-" That is something I am going to tell you next."

Bring it on nothing can surprise me anymore