The Reason For My Secret

*SEONGHWA POV*

What. The. Hell. Just. Happened.

There's only word that comes to my mind as for my reaction is that I'm shook. I don't know why but after thinking for a couple of minutes, I just smiled looking at my Jagiya.

Seonghwa : "Was that what you were trying to say? I don't know why you hid it but I just know one thing is that wasn't actually a secret. Like who keeps a secret that they're gonna be an idol and that too debuting in a group that's highly anticipating from the international audience."

Y/N : "My past was reason behind it. My parents didn't liked me dancing or singing. They just wanted me to study so that I can get into a good University. But I never wanted it. I always loved singing, dancing and rapping. I auditioned online for Big Hit and got selected. I knew they wouldn't understand nor allow me so I ran away from my home. I came here and started training. I was always bullied and ill talked about my talent, hence I became an introvert. I didn't like to do it infront of people I lost my confidence. But when I came here I knew I need to cope up with it. I tried and my trainer and my fellow members helped me a lot. As I was the last one to join, I was kept hidden from the people's eye. I know I could've told you about all of this way before but I just felt like you'll think that I'm doing it for fame and that my feelings are not true for you."

And at the last Jagiya started crying. I felt really bad even when I know that it's not my fault but I just felt base that she's crying. I know it may sound cheesy but she's the first I'm ever dating. She holds a special postion in my life. I don't want her to ever be sad.

Seonghwa : "Jagiya remember whatever happens, I'll always love you the way I always do. And don't ever think that way. You're my love and no one can change that. You'll always stay my cute little pumpkin."

She started laughing at my statement.

Y/N : "May I know why my nickname is pumpkin?'"

It was really nice seeing her smile and laugh. It brought me relief and happiness. I know now that she had become the reason for my happiness and sadness.

Seonghwa : "Cause you're my cute little jagi."

I said and embraced her. After a while of hugging her I realised that I need to leave cause my group has some schedule.

Seonghwa : "Jagiya I need to leave now. Don't be sad and if you feel down just think of your handsome boyfriend. Ok!"

After I completed saying I kissed her. And of course she kissed me back. And just in case you're wondering how far have we gone. We're still not far than kissing cause Jagiya is a minor and I think everyone knows what I'm talking but enough with that.

I bid my goodbye to her and left. She stayed there saying she wants to just get some fresh air.

*Y/N POV*

I'm sitting here thinking about only one thing that is, I've found a true angel person for myself, that loves me more than anything. I just wish we'll stay this way forever.

I was busy day dreaming when I felt my phone buzzing. I looked at it and saw a message from my fellow members.

*ON MESSAGE*

Ae-ha : "Y/N? Where are you? The van is gonna be home in 10 minutes."

Y/N : "I'm at school right now. Can you ask manager Oppa to pick me up from school."

Ae-ha : "Ok. But how was your practical?"

Y/N : "It was good. But some things happened that are just super memorable for me and maybe everyone."

Ae-ha : "Oh, did you show your true self today?"

Y/N : "Nah unnie. Actually kind of. I'll tell you when we meet."

Ae-ha : "Ok. Y/N we're leaving right. We'll reach your school in about half n hour. Ok?"

Y/N : "Ok unnie. Is everyone at home?"

Ae-ha : "Yeah. Now I'll see you when we reach. Bye!!"

I now have to wait for them to arrive. While I was waiting I decided to call Dahyun and ask her to come in the rooftop so I can talk with her.

*ON CALL WITH DAHYUN*

Y/N : "Hey Dahyun. Where are you right now?"

Dahyun : "I'm in the class right now. Are you alone right now? Did he left already?"

Y/N : "I'm alone right now. Can you please come? I need to talk to someone right now so can you come here right now?"

Dahyun : "Ok I'll be there soon!"

I hummed at her and waited for her to come. I was thinking about my life in general.

After 5 minutes Dahyun came. I saw and patted the place next to me.

Dahyun : "So what happened?"

Y/N : "Nothing much actually but my secret is now unveiled."

Dahyun : "That's actually good. So are you guys together or you broke up? Whatever it's I know your happy with it. Don't be sad ok?"

I just chuckled at her statement knowing it was just to make me happy.

Y/N : "Nothing like that happened. He taltola accepted it. I feel so good to have a guy that's a true Angel 👼. He's so caring and sweet."

Dahyun : "Listening to it just makes me want to have a boyfriend for myself as well."

Y/N : "Then get one cause I'm really happy with mine. He's one of the most caring person I've ever met. He love me and knows me really well. I'm so glad I found such a guy. I'm so glad I found my man. I'm so glad I found my Park Seonghwa Oppa."

??? : "Is this why you did that to me?"