Nine

Their was a comforting calm atmosphere in the pub tonight, the only sound the clashing in the kitchen and crickets chirping outside to a slow melody. But, despite the low stress atmosphere I found myself engulfed in, I was far from being relaxed. My mind was racing, never slowing down, each thought only bringing on new ones like some wild infection. Thats why I dragged myself here in the first place, in hopes that the calmness and sake would slow my mind into a relaxed state. But honestly, it seems to be having the opposite effect, my brain had nothing to focus on and therefore brought up what I would least like to think about. Kakashis murder, clouding my mind from all other thoughts, like this is some sick punishment in return for me leaving him there to rot.

As I thought about it more and more the thought of hurting the guilty parties in both me and Kakashis hell seemed more appealing than ever.

I held onto the hope that they were only mad at me, and only blamed for things I had no part in, because their mind were poisoned by hatred and pain that only got led on by their foolish thoughts. But I see it all clearly now, they're just sick monsters who find pleasure in hurting the helpless and punishing the innocent. But I think they've had their fun, its dragged on too long, its time they were punished.