Telling Alex My Secret

Chapter 45

Traveling around with the band was so fun, they were always joking around. They all acted just like brothers.

Then the conversation with William crawled back into my head, sigh, I should tell him. I bit my lip, what if he doesn't want to be my friend afterward?

I sighed, looking over at what Alex and Wade were doing, they were wrestling because Alex lost and then blamed Wade for cheating, then Wade just said Alex lost because he sucked.

I sighed, maybe I should tell him later.

An hour later, we parked somewhere to eat, I grabbed Alex's sleeve, "Hey, Alex? I need to talk to you."

He smiled, "Sure, Adam, what's up?"

I asked, "Can we talk in the bus?"

Alex shrugged, "Sure."

We went inside the bus and sat down, "So, what is it that you want to talk about, Adam?"

I chewed on my lip, "Alex, I need to tell you something. Please don't be mad."

He looked at me with furrowed eyebrows, "Why would I be mad?"

I sighed, "You will be."

Alex looked at me, "Okay, I'll try to not be mad."

I nodded, "Okay, so here's the thing." I took a deep breath, "I'm a girl, not a boy, please don't hate me!"

Alex blinked, he was quiet for a few seconds, "So I was right?"

I nodded, "Yes, you were right."

He stared at me, "Who else knows?"

I sighed, "This is going to take a while." I told him everything.

When I finished I asked, "Any questions?"

Alex got down on one knee, dramatically, and grabbed my shoulders, looking into my eyes, "Will you marry me?"

...What? I stared at him, "What?"

He stared into my eyes, "Will you be my wife?"

I can't tell if he was being serious or not, "Uhh, no? Why would I be your wife?"

He nodded, "Your right." He grabbed my shoulders again, "Will you be my girlfriend?"

I poked his forehead, "Are you okay? What is going on with you?"

He smiled, "I'm joking."

My brain: -_-.

I sighed, "Okay, so your not mad?"

Alex sighed, "I'm not mad, just a little sad. You didn't trust me enough to tell me about your secret."

I sighed, "Yeah, I'm sorry about that."

He stood up, patting my head, "Yeah, your forgiven, just know that you can come to me with any problem. I'll try to help you with it."

I smiled, "Thank you. How do you think Mark and Shane would react if I told them?"

Alex shrugged, "Mark would probably be really hurt that you didn't tell him, but he would still forgive you easily. Shane on the other hand, well, he might be mad at you for a couple of days, but he will be able to forgive you...after a few days."

I sighed, "Okay, then I'll tell Shane next."

Alex nodded, "Okay, it's up to you."

I bit my lip, "I hope they can forgive me for not telling them sooner."

He patted my back, "It'll be fine, probably, maybe. Okay, whatever, they carer about you and are one of your best friends so it should be fine."

I sucked in a deep breath, sighing, "Yeah, if you say so."

Alex nodded, "Yep, I do say so. Now, let's go eat. I'm hungry."

After dinner, we played video games for a while, then we took showers and brushed our teeth, we went to sleep after that, well, they did, I just pulled down the privacy curtains and opened the lights.

I read for an hour or so, before feeling sleepy. I yawned and stretched, I closed my Kindle and put it back in my bag. I burrowed deep into my covers, closing my eyes, I fell asleep.

And thus, ended my day.