Chapter 68 - Harry's Thoughts

A week passed by since another school year came to an end. Floating listlessly on his broom, Harry just stared up at the blue sky as he coasted around Hogwarts. He was thinking hard as he felt a change inside of him and how he behaved this past year.

Ever since he came back in time, he has basically been dominated by his incubus instincts. Due to that he slept around basically on a daily occurrence. Now that enough time has passed and he can manage his lust now. He felt his bonds mates or future bond mates can handle him for the most part. After all he has a total of six confirmed bond mates at this point in time, two soul mates and four mistresses/wives

Once his lust had subsided, Harry noticed another change and that was his anger. While the girls didn't really call him out on it. He knew that this couldn't continue and the full moon only brought it out more. So now he next goal should be fixing this before it spirals out of control.

'I wonder why it is my anger?' Harry sighed. 'I forgive the Weasley's and make peace with them.'

"But you haven't really accepted all of yourself either." a deep almost growl sounding voice echoed through Harry's head.

'Haven't I?' Harry answered.

"Harry, Harry, Harry." a smooth almost taunting like voice replied instead. "You basically just been going through the motions. Never truthfully embracing all parts of yourself. Did you truthfully think an incubus is this slow or an alpha lycan is only slightly larger than a large dog?"

'Isn't it because I haven't grown up yet?' Harry thought before wondering why he was arguing with himself.

"Please," The growling voice sarcastically said. "You're supposed to be the king, the first, the ruler of Lycan. Yet you're only slightly stronger than your average werewolf? You should be unparraral in strength and form a mighty pack to call upon when needed."

The wolfish voice paused before the intense rage could be felt with each word."To make it worse you even went and gained a phoenix form and contracted with the Spirit King of Water."

"Yes, and Incubi aren't all about lust and endless sex. We move to our desires and make them happen. Sure we like beauties and have a dislike toward other males, but you just have been fulfilling the role most expect you too."

Harry silently felt this voice was right and felt he only was fulfilling his needs and coasting in life. Besides some pranks and forming a few bonds, he just been diving in beds of different women or running under the full moon. Never really doing much to discover or investigate his actual abilities he got.

'Then what should I do?' Harry asked confused and conflicted.

"You need to learn to accept parts of yourself and get rid of these blasted unneeded forms you picked up. Breathing underwater, please your a wizard, lycan and an incubus, figure something out instead of using borrowed power. You're an alpha and shouldn't be under anyone rules but your own!" The wolfish voice roared.

Clutching his forehead as the words rang through his head, Harry felt no closer to this unexpected goal.

"As much as I don't want to agree with this wolf. He is right." The smooth voice answered. "A lot of these forms or contracts you gathered are just silly. It's basically like you want to become a jack of all trades, but master of none."

'How should I go about this then!' Harry roared at them.

"Figure it out yourself." Both voices answered before vanishing.

Floating on his broom, Harry just felt confused and troubled. He felt like a boy who just got scolded by his parents, yet confused on what he did wrong. All he knew was that he should look at what both offered him and not others options.

'It's not like there are books on the subject to learn.' Harry thought before realizing. 'Maybe it time to visit my vault.'

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While Harry was basically arguing with himself. At the Weasley's, a family meeting was taking place.

All gathered around the table, while a few looked uninterested or didn't like the topic. They didn't voice their thoughts or attempted to stop the meeting. Just allowing them to carry on with what is taking place.

"Recently our plan on taking all of the Potter Family Fortune hit a bit of a snag." Molly Weasley said.

She is a short, plump and kind looking woman. Her hair is fiery red and warm brown eyes with light skin. Well, she is when in public, but now her eyes looked like a saber tooth tiger and fairly cold.

"Ron, you not only became a bit more distant to Harry over this year, but barely passed by the skin of your teeth. This coming year, you need to attempt to get into his good graces once more." Molly barked. "Also, please pay attention to your studies. It wouldn't do for you to be held back."

"Yes, Mother." Ron grumbled. While he wished he could say he was busy falling for a prank all year. He wisely kept his mouth shut as he would be in a world of trouble otherwise.

"Percy, you completely failed in your part." Molly said and watched the boy just shrug.

"Fred and George. You both should attempt to integrate yourself into his friend group. I know from your letter that your girlfriends are friends with Katie Bell who hangs around him a lot. Maybe you can take him on a triple date or something." Molly said as the twins looked dumbfounded at her.

"Mom." Ginny spoke up. "If he goes on a date with another girl, what about me?"

"Ginny. He should go on a few dates so he will be able to see how wonderful you are when you approach him." Molly answered.

"Honey, don't you think it's time to stop your plan. Before someone actually gets hurt." Arthur asked before falling silent before three glares landed on him.

"We are doing this for the betterment of the family." Molly said bring the discussion to an end. "Now, how should we go about inviting Harry to the quidditch match this summer."

"Mother, wouldn't Sirius be taking him? He is after all his godfather." Fred asked.

"Don't be silly. I doubt that man would go to such a crowded place anytime soon."

A large debate on how to invite Harry over took place before they decided to just send a letter. All in an attempt to invite Harry over a few days before the match.