drug addict

The devil has grabbed the initiative, and you have not yet paid the ultimate price for your sins, which is the judgement of God. That is the song that is playing over and over in my head while I try to close my eyes and simply drift off to sleep at night. Many evenings, I wept myself to sleep, which was a common occurrence for me. The fact that I can't manage to shake off my fears and anxiety is causing me to have restless nights. You should never take things for granted since it might all change in the blink of an eye.

The idea that I would be able to live without you or that we would have to say our goodbyes was something neither I nor anybody else could have imagined. I take a look at our little guy, who appears to be completely innocent and pure.

Understanding that I must be courageous in order to endure this agony has proven to be quite beneficial to my well-being.