Understand

YUVI'S POV :

When I switched on the light my heart suspended a second. My life was standing there in a white shirt soaked with blood sequel to my horror. She was there pointing the gun at some people.

When she saw me she dropped the gun down, I ran to her and took her in my brace.

She got scratches throughout, she looked pale.

What the hell was happening there, why someone wanted to treat her that too in such a way.

When she read the letter her already pale face again drained out remaining the color.

I felt something was wrong. She is hiding something from me, I know it will be only for a good intention but still, I'm scared of her safety.

Should I always be scared like this? Forever? Or will I get habituated? What about her safety? Will she be safe?

Thousands of questions arose in me. Thought of losing her!

I don't know why the heck I am even getting these thoughts even!

I felt helpless, I didn't know what I could do to assure her safety.

She may be a big police officer but still "She is my wife! My love!"

She hugged me from behind, breaking my trance. I turned towards her and hugged her. I just want to bury her in my chest not letting anything hurt but I know I can't! Because she is like a bird, she likes to fly. I released a sigh. I hugged her tight and kissed her on her crown before losing my grip.

"Are you fine?" I asked out of concern.

"Not fine, but just great after seeing you!" She said.

We just remained silent, I know those words were just to dispel my thoughts. The silence was excruciating me.

"Yuvi I feel stinky, I will go take a warm shower." She said but I didn't like to free her from me, he stayed still again for some minutes.

"Darling! I'm famished" She exclaimed a cute kid.

I chuckled a little, yeah I know it was just to distract my thoughts but still she will be hungry. I don't know whether she took care of herself for the past days.

I told her to go freshen up, the least I could help with, is taking care of her when she is home.

I was dwelling on my thoughts, she yelled my name from upstairs.

Oh! My god!! I totally forgot about the preparation due to the happenings, she must have seen the arrangements. Shit!

I sprinted to our room. She was a little shocked. I gave her a tight hug and exuberated my wishes to her. I gave her the white dress that I had chosen for her.

As my shirt also had some stains, I went to our room to take a shirt, she was in the shower.

I looked around the room. All flowers and candles gave me a mocking wicked smile.

Ugh! Yuvi better luck next time!

I'm celebrating even after all this drama it's because I don't want her to feel guilty!

I know she would have felt guilty for spoiling my surprise, but yeah it's okay, I care about her more than my efforts and happiness.

Yeah! We do surprises and give gifts and all only for their happiness and to express our love.

So when it can be given by just some understanding and small adjustments. Why can't I do it for her?

I just want our happiness and love to get increased day by day. And I know we can make it only through small adjustments and understanding.

I went down to the backyard waiting for her arrival.

It was twilight. The deep dark sky adorned with dense dazzling diamonds, not even a cloud obscured the deep serene. The glorious moon was shining pearlescently with the pride of brightness it had.

When I heard the dulcet sound of her footsteps, I turned towards her, the lustrous ball distressed itself telling me not to turn, I defianted it's plaintive request and saw her, my heart skipped a beat. There came the real ethereal beauty, seeing her glow the moon drowned into despondent feeling inferior to her.

When I want to scream how beautiful she is, the words deprived me of feeling incomprehensible.

The bells in the garden chimed in the admiration of her beauty, the breeze sprang praising her aura.

They all expressed their feelings through action, what will I do when a divine fairy walks down to me, my tongue dared to let out words to describe and so I just showed my admiration in my eyes.

A cerise bloomed over her cheeks which later turned fiery red when I said she was cute. The whole time I was drowned into her, we relished the moment.

When I gifted and confessed my feelings, we both were on Bliss.

When she said love you too. It was my favorite thing to hear in the whole universe.

She hugged me like there is no tomorrow.

She sobbed in happiness, and it was the moment I realized happiness can also be expressed through cry, also it taught me laughing is not always happiness.

After minutes, she stopped crying and smiled at me,

"Happy?" I asked, snaking my hands around her waist.

"No!" She said with fake sadness.

"Why?" I asked with the same fake sadness.

"Where is my third gift?" She asked.

"Oops! Sorry, it was a counting mistake, I counted my chain too" I said with an innocent face.

"You! traitor! Go idiot I won't leave you" she started beating me I ran around the garden.

"Ahh!" I heard her scream.

When I turned she was sitting in the ground, eyes closed catching her foot.

I sprinted to her.

Her foot was wounded badly and was bandaged, I felt pain seeing her like that.

"Why Pari? Why? You know you are wounded right? Then why are you doing this? come!" I scooped her up and went to our room, all the while she was just smiled looking at me.

I placed her on the bed and took the first-aid box from the drawer.

I cleaned her wound once again and bandaged it. She groaned in pain.

"Why did you run? When you know it will hurt you? You shouldn't have run behind me" I scolded her.

"I just don't want to spoil your happiness," she said and smiled again. The smile showed nothing but "Pain" both mentally and physically.

I hugged her tightly.

"Your happiness and well being is my happiness and satisfaction. I don't want you to bear the pain" I said tears formed in my eyes.

"Don't make me more guilty yuvi! You could have felt bad or at least you should have shown some disappointment but you!" She cried.

"Okay! I felt sad so now I'm gonna punish you" I said.

"How?" She asked between hiccups.

"You should answer my questions!" I said.

"Ask," she said.

"What do you call a can opener that doesn't work?" I asked.

"Huh? What?" She got confused.

"A can't opener," I said exuberantly.

"Ewww! Gross" She reacted.

"Don't say that. Wait! I will ask another one" I frowned.

"Why do astronaut bees get married?" I asked.

"Why?" Now she frowned.

"To go on a honeymoon," I said and laughed.

"Ewww! Where do you get such lame jokes, that was really lame!" she looked at me with fake disgust.

"Why are giving such looks?" I asked.

"Who said you such lame things, I know you're not this much talented," she asked wriggling her eyebrows.

"My assistant," I said like a child.

"Who is that idiot of your assistant? I want to see him" she said seriously.

"Not he, it's she. My Google assistant!" I said with the same expression.

"What?" She opened her mouth widely.

"Yeah! She even said she loves me" I said nonchalantly.

"You stupid, donkey monkey, ********* how dare you!, give your phone first I will make her into him" she grabbed my phone from the bed and changed my Google assistant's voice.

"Dare to change this, and one more thing don't you have work idiot" The remaining words went voiceless as I swallowed them.

I lifted her again and placed in the sleeping position and pecked her forehead.

When I was about to move she grabbed my collar.

"My third gift!" She mumbled seeing her name tattooed on my chest.

Tears formed in her eyes. She pulled me closer and smashed her lips.

She pulled me more into her and peppered butterfly kisses all over my upper body from head to chest.

I supported my elbows in the mattress to prevent her from getting crushed under me.

She pushed me onto the bed and hovered me.

She didn't let me do anything, she took over the dominance.

Her lips quenched its thirst in my lips but it was not enough to satisfy.

We were panting hard, she nuzzled into the crook of my neck.

I could feel the tears on my shoulder. She let out a small sob.

I don't want it to end like this, I parted her from me and looked into her eyes.

Her eyes something. Something more than lust, even more than love.

I couldn't word it.

The spark of lust ignited in us which later developed into flame.

We melted, like a candle we melted in the fire of lust.