Blacked out

AUTHOR'S POV: 

" I know this would be a shock for you all, but I just need you to know. Last time, we lost Mithra because you didn't know what she was doing and how it was going. But I know I shouldn't do the same mistake. 

 I let you guys know whatever you want, but don't think running away from this or my resignation will solve this because it has something to do with our past. Mine as well as Yuvi's. I know you could ask what is my past, but I myself don't know what happened in the past. Because I don't remember some things!

I know you would be anxious about what's with me and Ayush. So, I have to explain I know. 

Ayush was my high school classmate as well as my best friend or can I say something more than that, but not as you think, We didn't have a romantic relationship!