Confused

PARINITHI'S POV: 

After hearing the doctor I felt terrible, I didn't want to go or do anything I just wanted to hide somewhere. 

Am I becoming a coward?

 I didn't expect Yuvi to convince me I thought I would have to support him, but I must say this is a drastic change I don't know how easily he overcame his fear. That was unbelievable! 

Even though we went shopping, and spent time with each other I couldn't concentrate on anything. 

I felt sorry for Yuvi, he was talking to me very excitedly but I was not in the state to take it to mind, they didn't even reach my ears. 

Yuvi noticed it, I took him to the park nearby. It was crowded but we got a place that was secluded it was away from the main garden. 

As I sat there, I couldn't do anything but to about it. 

Death is the smallest punishment? Living hell? 

What did I have with such a psychic?