Part 8

I woke up in a daze, trying to adjust to my surroundings. I realised I was in a room, tied to a bed. I tried raising my head to see where I was, but I felt this headache that had me lying back down. I started struggling to get out of the ropes, yet it proved futile.

My wrists were all bruised and my arms were already tired but I still did not stop struggling.

" You should stop doing that", a voice said

I recognised the voice quickly and snapped my head at the direction the voice came from. It was the general. He was leaning by the door, with his arms crossed across his chest.

" Where am I?" I asked, feeling upset.

" Don't you recognise this room, anymore?" he asked and came to sit by the edge of the bed.

I pulled my feet away from him with a look of disgust on my face. I did not want him near me and the distance between us was making me very uncomfortable. I looked around to have a better look of my surroundings to see where I really was. Then it hit me.

I was in the general's room. The same room, I was drugged and raped in. No, it can't be. Not here. I can't be here. General noticed the fear and discomfort in my eyes and began to laugh. His laughter had me looking at him. He looked very different, it was like he was going crazy.

I felt my anger rising but I needed to calm down if I wanted to get out of this unhurt.

" Why did you bring me here?" I asked him again.

" Well, I brought you here so that we can have a little fun. It's been a while I got to touch your beautiful body", he said and began touching my legs.

I began pulling away. I did not want him to touch me. His touch makes me sick.

" I am not going to give myself to you. I will never agree to sleep with you. You did not honour your end of the deal. You killed him", I said, raising my voice

He moved from the foot of the bed and came closer to me by bed and tried to cup my face. I flinched from his touch, and all he did was smile softly.

" You don't have any choice. You will either be mine willingly or forcefully. But, it's seems you have chosen the latter. You don't know the things you do to me, David", he said as he caressed my face.

" Why are you doing this to me?" I asked on the verge of tears.

" Just give me what I want, and you will not have to suffer like this", General whispered in my ear.

" Never! I will never give myself to you. You can do your worst", I shouted back.

His face suddenly changed. His expression was something, I could not even recognise. He started climbing on top of me whilst I struggled to break free. " You give me no choice then".

I was suddenly gripped with fear. I knew what he was trying to do. I did not want this. I was trying hard not to cry out loud. I continued to pull on the ropes, hoping it will break, but it didn't.

" Please, stop. Don't do this. I beg you, don't hurt me", I pleaded.

A stray tear fell from my eyes. He had both hands on both sides of my head and managed to get in between my legs.

" Don't cry, Dave. I'm not going to hurt you, if you are good boy. But, if you continue struggling with me, I will hurt you real bad", he whispered.

I began to panic. He was not going to stop even if I begged him. My breathing became uneven. He seemed to have noticed my panic. He began to kiss my neck and this was not making my breathing any better.

I gasped and suddenly held my breath. Tears started rolling down my face. " Please, stop. I don't want to do this, please", I said softly

He looked at me then proceeded to kiss me on the lips. I wanted to fight him with everything I had, yet I could not. I felt weak. I felt useless.

I now understood what I did to Daniel. I did the same thing to him. He begged me all the time but I did not listen. Now, I was in the same predicament. I smiled sadly. This is how life was going to pay me back. Maybe I was going through this so that I could understand what Daniel went through with me.

General continued to assault my lips and started touching my body. Then he pulled down my pants. Everything just happened so fast.

He was already in me, thrusting deep and deep whilst I shut my eyes trying to endure the pain. I don't know how long I was tied up. It must have been the whole day, or maybe the whole night. I just had no idea. All I wanted was for General to stop. I wanted the pain to stop. It hurt so much.

After what seemed like eternity, he was finally finished. He kissed me one more time then got off me. He dressed up and headed outside.

A few minutes later, one of the officers came in and untied me. I pulled my pants up and straightened myself up before I was led back into the cell.

When we stepped out of the office, the sun was already up. I had to instinctively cover my eyes with my hand, to get adjusted to sunlight. I was in so much pain that, walking was becoming so difficult. The officer did not even care, he just carelessly dragged me out as I continued to wince in pain.