Still beautiful

She opened her eyes to a white ceiling. She blinked her eyes repeatedly to clear out the view that was still blurred. After a while it was cleared out and she turned her head here and there to look at her surroundings because somehow her fuzzy head couldn't process where she was. To her surprise she was in Xavier's room. She tried to get up but a sharp pain in the side of her shoulder caused her to groan and lay back. 

She was unable to lift her arm properly and she felt as if she was tired from centuries. The room started to spin around her as she felt dizzy and nauseous all of a sudden. What is happening to me, she thought to herself and started taking deep breaths. Along with her dazed state she started feeling something else, a deep and strong emotion of regret and anxiety which felt odd to her. She didn't do anything to regret about then what was that?