"What are you doing princess?" Paisley asked when she enter my room carrying some tray of foods and laid it in the table.
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I smile, therefore, I didn't even give her a glance and keeping what i am doing.
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"Drawing." I said and grab the red crayon.
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"What kind of drawing?" she asked again.
she went behind me just to look what i am doing.
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"Flower,A beautiful flower!" i said with a smile.
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The room became silent for a minute. I was waiting for khyler to pick me up. It's really boring being alone too. Eziprix is not here today either.
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"Paisley, Where's Eziprix?" i grab another paper and start to draw daddy.
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"The magician? I think he is busy today making some potions i guess? because his majesty ordered him to work and made a potion" Paisley explained. I just nod my head.
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After a minute, Khyler finally arrived. I didn't even finish my drawing so i grab all my things. I'm going to finish this in daddy's room.
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"Oh! Mr.khight" Paisley.
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"I'm here to pick up the princess" he smile.
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I immediately run towards him, He picked me up and carry my things.
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"Wait Princess, Are you going to bring all of that?" Asking me with a worried look on her face.
I give her a sweet smile and nod.
"Yes! I'm going to finish these in daddy's room and give it to him!" i replied.
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She didn't answer after that, but still worried.
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"Then, we will be off now!" khyler said and we leave.
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Afterwards.
We've arrived. Khyler knocked but daddy did not answer.
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"Looks like his majesty is sleeping again" khyler said. However, He opened the door. .
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"Aren't you coming in khyler?" I looked at him below me and gave me my belongings.
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"No princess, I'll be leaving the two of you now. But don't worry, I'm here at the door to watch." He pushed me slowly into daddy's room and closed it.
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I'm not scared now because it happened to me several times to be left in his room while he was asleep.
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I went to the sofa and saw him sleeping there. I put down the paper and my crayon and approached him just to stare at him.
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Will you take back everything you gave me when Eileen arrives? Are you going to abandon me like you did to atarah in the novel?
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I felt sad because of my questions. I want to ask him everything, Because I do not know the answers and I also do not know the intention he shows me.
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Why is he treating me like eileen in the novel?
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I shake my head and sit down to finish my drawing, While he is sleeping in the sofa behind me.
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Let's just wait for him to wake up, I don't want me to wake him up.
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It's been a minute, Three more drawings of me and daddy. I finish those three and about to start another drawing when i felt him move. I turn around to see him staring at me.
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I grab my drawings and stand up to showed him my hardworks. I'd sweetly smile to him.
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"Daddy! You're finally awake" i said with a smile.
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He rub his eyes "How long have you been here?" He asked.
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I just smile "it's been a minutes, but It's okay daddy! Look i finish my drawings!" I said.
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He look at me with his usual expression.
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"You should wake me up when you enter my room".
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I stretched out my left hands and rested my head on his chest, still staring at him. He looked at me and did not remove my head as I lay on his chest. While my right hand is still holding my drawings.
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"I told you daddy, It's okay even if i wait, i still finished my drawing"
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He gave me a sigh and surprised to what he did next. He lift me and now i was completely laying on his chest. He grab my drawings and hug me with his left arm.
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"Now shut up and sleep." He said and closed his eyes.
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I stared him for a minute before i closed my eyes. I was tired sitting and waiting for him to wake up. Therefore he just go back to sleep.
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I yawn. My body begin to felt heave so i closed my eyes to sleep too.
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-Avius
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I just woke up because of the weight I felt in my chest.
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She's still sleeping.
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I looked at the paper I was holding. The drawing she showed me is still in my hand. Did i just slept while holding this?
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I pinned it to the books placed on my table. I use my magic so she doesn't wake up. I looked at her sleeping soundly in my chest.
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A child that just suddenly appeared two years later, Yet it's feels like yesterday.
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I don't have any intention to her in the first place. However, the emptiness in my heart when fayra died because of her, that made me decide not to see this child.
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Before you died that day, You told me to love her in exchange for your loss. But I did not do. Yet i left her in old palace with old maids.
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I hate this child, But still i love those moments that i am with her.
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I don't want to loss her too.