Be the Creator

As I said before, becoming the greatest game player by winning the gaming contest and also becoming the greatest game creator at the same time will be a hard thing to do cause those two things are totally different. But I am willing to do it for making my family and friends proud of me. Well, the day of gaming competition is almost there and I will need to prepare myself for it and I start my training against my mother and also brother for a couple of weeks before the competition starts.

I practice with my mother for around two until five hours and I also train with my brother for three hours. I learned how to play game really well and I also learn that a gamer needs to be really calm when facing problems against the opponents. A game player needs to be calm and do not get distracted by emotion or even anger that is the point.

However I am bad at controlling my emotion, especially my anger I cannot control it every time I lose I will be really angry and my spirit for playing game is directly gone and I become frustrated. My mother then tell me something about controlling emotion.

"My son, if you want to be able to be a good game player then you need to learn how to control your emotion cause emotion will be a factor that decide your fate in a game contest"

"But how am I gonna do it mom? It is hard to control emotion like that"

"There is no easy thing my son, you are mature now and I am sure that you can find out how to do it by yourself" said my mother

It makes me think about it really much, I spent two days just for looking out the answer and the way for me to control my emotion. However I cannot figure it out. Then I talk about it with my girlfriend named sasha, she is the one who can understand me and gives me some advices during my journey.

"Sasha, I have something to talk about"

"What is it darling?"

"My mom told me that I need to be able to control my emotion if I want to be a great gamer, however I still cannot control my emotion till now"

"Hmmmmmmm, I also have no idea actually about controlling emotion but I think you may need to change your mind and start thinking about something else that make you happy so you will not get angry then"

"That sound really cool and yeah it may be right, thank you very much darling I will continue my training again then"

"You are welcome darling, anytime you need me I will always be ready for helping you"

After meeting with sasha I finally learn that what she said to me is right. When I got controlled by my emotion, one thing that I need to do is thinking about something that makes me happy and for me it means that I just need to think about her cause she makes me calm and happy. Well, I tried that and eventually it works and I am so happy that I finally can control my emotion. Another thing that I found, beside thinking about something that makes you happy. You need to learn how to be the creator, I mean just make yourself as the game creator of the game that makes you angry and just feel how does he or she control themselves while making the game. I am sure that it will also make you calm.