A note

Lyla

I couldn't keep my eyes off her.I know I sound like a stalker of some sort.but she had these cute little things about her i could not help but to stare .I wanted to hear her voice.If she even spoke.

I had had to build up all the courage i had to talk to her.when class ended i walk up to her and said "hi" .she look as red as a tomato and started to look nervous and scared that when waved and left .i felt horrible.

Karabelle

I needed to escape i finally made it to class out of breath and red.I sat down and for the rest the day try to be unseen.

I came home and open the door to the apartment quietly but obviously not quiet enough because my dad heard and it was as though he had been mad."oh look the fucking mouse is home" he yell almost in a chuckle.i tried not to move and accept the beating because if i fought back it would only make it worst."oh are you scared"he said in a taunting voice "answer me bitch". "How silly of me she hasn't talk since her pathetic mom died"he got a hold of my arm and Slammed me into the wall before resuming drinking and watching tv.

I locked my door brushed off the urge to ball up and cry.i finish homework and snuck out to work. I work at a restaurant thank god the owners are nice and didn't give me a hard time about talking they were understanding.

I just need money so when i graduate i can afford an apartment i barely use any of the money i earn .i would never tell my dad he would. Steal it and spend it on beer and drugs.

Finally i am free i snuck back in and took a shower. I got in my bed and try to sleep but the only thing i could do was think about lyla.i hope i didn't hurt her feelings that much when i ran off.

I decide hurting people is not nice and i don't want to hurt people like how i have been hurt.

There i was writing a note to lyla Anderson the most popular girl in school.

I woke up this morning nervous as can be i had the note and all the confidence i have and walk into school and searched for her ah ha i found her but she was with her friends and im too shy for that so i decided i will wait till not much people are around.

Classes went by faster then i wanted then came the time i was in the parking lot walking to her. I handed her the note and ran off before she could say anything. She look puzzled i kinda felt bad.

Lyla

The girl i didn't even know her name but i wanted to . she seem so caught up in thought today she look kinda nervous which made her look super cute almost like a kitten. I sounds super weird but i have never felt this way its new to me. I have had crushes before but never like this.

I was in the parking lot getting ready to get in my when the blonde quickly approached me hand me a note and ran off.

A note i was scared to open it i decided to open it at home. I don't know why i was scared.

Once i got home i zoomed up the stairs.and locked my bedroom door.The note was in my hand. I unfolded it ,it read

i know i barely know you and i know i probably hurt your feelings for not saying sorry that was wrong and rude of me. Im sorry i don't really know how to speak to people . i would never want to hurt some ones feelings i feel that's one of the worst things i could do . hope you can forgive me.

_____karabelle