Chapter 17

" i can't keep putting you in danger"

"Then teach me how to fight"

"Not in this condition"

"Brian look at me"

he does as he's told

"I know your worried and I'm more scared than you trust me but the only way that i can survive these threats is if you teach me how to fight."

"Diana I'm only doing this because I love you and I don't want you to get hurt either"

"Shall we get started" i said lifting myself up.

"No, not today, you need your rest, how about the day after tomorrow"

"Why?"

"Your body going to be in alot of pain by tomorrow, now rest"

"Fine I'll rest but i want to start soon."

Brian gets up to leave

"Hey Brian"

"Yeah"

"I love you too"

***

I stayed in bed for two days because I was in alot of pain from that hike.

We got started early. We went to the local gym.

"Ok lets start with the punching again"

"Ugh I'm never going to learn how to punch"

"Use alot of force"

I tried but it came out really weak.

"Ok try imagine something terrible that happened and just take out the anger on the punching bag"

"How?"

"How about we try this, I'll say a word and you punch about how you feel"

"This is stupid"

"Girls talking behind your back"

"Fine" i gave a weak punch

"Your mum taking your pizza" i smile and gave a friendly punch.

"your career going downhill" i gave a little harder punch

"This isn't working"

"Just concentrate harder. When you see a person being shot because of you"

I take a even harder punch but it still weak.

"Your sister getting bullied" I hit hard

"When your dad leaves your family for another". I punch even harder and more times.

"Seeing me dead" i start to punch over and over and over again.

He reaches around me and calms me down i realised i was crying now. I turn around and i give him a hug.

"Maybe we should take a break"

"Never do that again" i say wiping my sobs.

***

He gets me water from the kitchen i lay on the bed and start to think. What if my dad actually leaves for another family, what if i lose him, what if someone else dies because of me. What if I am so busy with Brian or getting kidnapped I'm not there to save my sister.

Life is so stupid why can't all this stop. And why me.

Brian walks in and gave me water. He looked at me with great concern.

"You going to tell me what's up"

"Just reflecting on life, you just caught me in a moment but I'm fine" I say before taking a sip.

We practiced for a couple weeks and I won't lie it felt great.

Brian pov

whenever we trained she would look so beautiful. She was brave and independent.

I knew the only way she would be safe is if i broke up with her but we were doing so well, i didn't want to leave her not yet any ways. I loved her.

I even found a job for her. Im soon gonna be able to buy my own house. And pay for bills too.

But what scares me the most is if those guys get to her its double the security.

But i couldn't just leave, she is like an addictive drug.

"What?" She said with a bright smile

I look away quickly. "Nothing" she grabs my hand making me face her.

"You know you could tell me anything, im here for you" she said with a peck on my cheek.

***

That night she took her shower, seeing the water dripping down her body made her look even sexier. She's lucky that i didn't enter the shower with her.

I tried to look away but she noticed. She walks over to me slowly and lays me on the bed. I climbed on top of her kissing her neck making her moan i got turned on quicker than i thought.

But to be honest she was worth it.