A cold girl

I never truly notice how cold I am

Until I'm embraced by warmth

Only when the fire dances beside me

Do I realise how much my fingers feel like a corpse'

How numb my blue lips are

Until I stare at the color red

Or when I smile for too long

I realise how stiff it feels

When I see someone hurting, with a knife in their heart,

I don't even blink

Was I simply not made to be warm?

Is my only purpose to wallow in self pity?

Withholding all my empathy

Truly what a cold girl I am